really Evie?

err.

"so how?" sy angkat kening. lebar senyuman c Finnick situ. sittt

"u look so beautiful Fiance. I love it." jawab dia p dekat sy. lari suda tu sales assistant kasi tinggal kami bersweet sini.

huhu sweet la sangat.

😑

"tapi..

"I dont want to hear any but from u fiance..." Finnick

" hmmm fine. apa2 saja la Finnick Wilder. penat suda sy bertikam lidah sma ko." sy roll eyes dan tutup pintu fitting balik dan salin pakaian sy yg asal.

siap urusan2 persiapan wedding sma beli barang2 dapur sikit tu kami direct tetus balik rumah. debilang c Finnick suka lagi dia homemade food daripada makan di luar kunun. me? ikut dia jaa la. penat suda seharian bertikam lidah sama tu kusai. rindu suda sy sama tu tilam sma bantal di rumah.

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"Evie..." c Finnick tampar lembut pipi sy. mengeliat sy sikit sebelum bangun dari sofa. sampai jaa rumah tadi terus sy p tidur ba d sofa. penat betul sy rasa kan.

"hmmm.." me

"makanan suda siap.. jum makan.." dia tarik tangan sy berdiri. sy ikut ja la. memandangkan perut ni pun suda berlagu.

sampai jaa di depan meja makan and I was like.... 😮

"banyak juga ko masak.. how did u know all of my favourite food?" sy angkat kening tinguk dia. tahan2 dulu tu selera yang sudah membuak-buak kunun😂

"what else I dont know about u evie.." dia senyum kecil.

"btw thanks.." sy senyum terus duduk. lincah saja tu tangan sy ambil lauk2 yang sangat menyelerakan depan mata. 😂

"are u okay?" ayat c Finnick tiba2 buat tangan sy berhenti ambil tu ayam goreng.

"why? am I look like am not okay?" sy cakap

"no. this is the first time since we meet again, u say thanks to me. and ur smile..."

"dont think too much.. am hungry.." sy putung cakap dia and continue makan.

"Evie..." dia panggil lg. sy tinguk dia ja sambil makan tu ayam goreng.

"maybe this time is the best time to talk about us.." dia cakap buat sy berhenti makan.

"then talk.." sy ckp. I dont know why am easy to speak with him this night.. bagus saja ini mood. penat suda kali ni hati bekaras.

hmmm its that a greenlight for him Evie Violet???

let time tell.. am not that childish yang nda pandai dibawa bincang dalam hal2 begini. lagi2 kejap lagi kami mau kahwin and we have to talk heart to heart right?
I dont know what my feeling toward him but sometimes I feel safe and calm surround by him. so whats that??

a love??

"but first I want to ask u something.." dia cakap.

"what?" me

"are you hate me because of my past? I mean our past?? " dia cakap serius. sy mengeluh kecil.

"am not. but.. its really give me a lesson for what I am today.." sy cakap.

"then dont u have a feeling toward me even a little?" dia cakap carefully betul. takut ada yang melenting tiba2 kali. haha

"I dont know. am so scared to falling in love with you again. I dont want to risk my heart.. " sy cakap jujur

"can u put u trust on me?? please give me chance to love u.." dia cakap sambil genggam tangan kiri sy diatas meja. sy sudah terdiam.

"you are my first love Evie Violet. even banyak perempuan yang sy date sebelum2 ini tapi mereka tidak macam kau. u are special. yaa sy tau kau mesti cakap yang semua lelaki sama but nda semua Evie.. begini2 sy ni pun I still have heart. kalau sy ada fikiran macam kau pun sy akan cakap semua perempuan tu sama. hmmm
to be honest.. I'm in love with u at the first sight. remember first meet kita dulu?? disitu la sy mula rasa heartbeat sy laju betul bila berdepan sama perempuan. and thats girl is you.... Yah I know.. kau mesti mempersoalkan apa yang kau dengar 7 tahun yang lepas kan pasal kami dua c Macreena tu. yaa sy memang ada buat deal sama dia tapi itu dulu. and to be honest again... sepanjang waktu2 kita bersama dulu tu tiada satu pun yang sy buat fake. its come from my heart.. you really stole my heart but yah I know am stupid sebab gila juga sama tu perempuan dulu. but thats was a long time ago. 7 years Evie.. 7 years.. and am deadly missing you.. and now.. I wont let u go no matter what happen. " bilang c Finnick sungguh2. sy masih diam. mulut sy macam terkunci rapat. dia kasi cerita lagi hubungan dia sama c Macreena sepanjang 7 tahun tu. sy hanya diam mendengar.

see Evie.. not only you yang terseksa.. open your eyes.. He's the one EVIE!!

"sorry.." ahh tu pula yang keluar dari mulut sy. dia senyum. makin erat dia genggam tangan sy.

"no.. its not ur fault. kalau bukan sebab sy kau nda kan menderita dan pergi jauh. am the one who should said that word.. am regret it" dia cakap. sy ketap bibir.

"okay past is past.. lets focus on our future" sy cakap. kali ni pandai suda sy balas genggaman tangan dia.

"so its a greenlight for me?" dia sudah tersenyum.

"why? you really want to stuck in the red light?" sy angkat kening.

"nope! dari dulu sy setia menanti tu lampu merah bertukar hijau." dia ketawa kecil.

"okay then u win.." sy cakap. muka sy sudah panas.

yeay! u broke ur ego Evie!!!

"seriouslyyyyy.. omg!! finally!! this is what I waiting for!!" bediri terus dia kegembiraan betul. auto mulut sy senyum.

"but am not easy Finnick. once I know u still with ur nightlife or somethings that u do make me broken again.. I will go far from u that u wont meet me ever again." sy cakap. berhenti terus dia happy2 sana. dia diam sekejap. but then.. dia datang dekat sy and pigang kedua-dua bahu sy.

"sy nda boleh janji yang masalah akan berhenti menganggu kita lepas ni tapi sy janji yang sy akan selalu ada buat kau. sy nda mau sia2kan kau lagi. cukuplah kesilapan sy 7 tahun yang lepas. sy betul2 cinta dan sayang sama kau Evie Violet. I told you... you are my first love and will be my last love for sure.. trust me okay.. " dia belai pipi sy lembut. leka sy sekejap. sy tahan tangan dia yang sedang belai pipi sy and eyes to eyes suda.

" this is not just the sweet talker right? " sy cakap. dia ketawa kejap.

" not just a sweet talker my precious.. " Finnick.

TO BE CONTINUE

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