The new Proxy. (TicciMask)

(5) Dreams

"Come on,Tobs!"
"N-N-No."
"Pleeeaaase?"
"I d-don't want to."
The blonde girl sat in front of me,pouting.

"But lil' bro,last time i asked,you told me that you'd come with me next time. Well,next time is now! So let's goooo!"

She desperately tried to convince me to go to the mall with her.
I didn't want to. I didn't want to go anywhere near other people.
She grabbed my hand,her long nails slighty digging into my skin.
It wasn't painful in any way.

I let her drag me outside our house and into the passenger's seat of her black car.
"You know th-th-that i hate going o-out..."
"Yes i do. But we'll have fun. We can even get ice cream if you want to."

I smiled at my sister.
She's so silly.

I think i fell asleep when we were driving.
However,i was woken up by a strange feeling of being watched.
Deciding to ignore it i tried to fall asleep again,but opened my eyes and looked towards my sister just in time to see her legs being crushed and twisted in a unnatural matter and her torso and forehead being impaled by glass.

I'm guessing we had a car crash...

There was blood splattering onto my face and i had to close my eyes for a split second to not get blood into them.
I was probably also getting hurt somewhere,because i felt something at my arm and head but i couldn't feel the pain.
Warm liquid was running down my face and it took me several minutes to comprehend what had happened.

Then it hit me.

It felt like time stopped as i heard my sisters screams fade away.
The silence was painful,the scent of blood was filling the air.
I couldn't talk.
Couldn't move.
Hoped that i couldn't see.
But i saw it.

My eyes were widened and my mouth hung open in a silent scream.
My sister was sitting there,right next to me.
Not too long ago she told me that we would go to the mall.
Now she was..

She was dying more and more every single minute that was passing by.
It was so simple.

I blinked.
And as i opened my eyes again,i noticed that i was staring at a white ceiling.
What...
I blinked again and found myself looking down onto my sister.
She was lying in a hospital bed,her body crushed and hurt,her face was a mix between a grimace and and a bloody pulp.
I looked up and saw my mother standing at the other side of the bed,her head buried in her hands.
Her cries,as well as my sisters faint breathing broke my heart.

Blinking again,i was standing in front of a grave.
I heard louder cries from multiple people.
I blinked again and noticed that it suddenly was night time.
Nobody was there anymore.
I was alone in front of that grave.
Aside from my tics,nothing else could be heard in this dead silence.

And i think i felt a warm tear slip out of the corner of my right eye and make its way down my cheek.

I blinked again and saw my old room from the corner i was sitting in.
Looking down,i saw my hands.
The skin and a few chunks of meat were chewed off of my fingers and blood covered my hands.
It didn't hurt though.

I blinked once again,and saw the corpse of my father under me.

As i blinked again,i saw flames surrounding me.
It was warm,and i smiled.
This was my end.
I will be dead after this.