chapter 4 talking

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she left now i need to talk to emily

"emily" i said

"yes mom" she said

"you want to meet your dad" i said

"i really get to meet him" she squealed i was happy she was happy but i was worried at the same time so many things can go wrong

"yeah he's coming over to talk to me andi'm gonna introduce y'all" i said

"yay thanks mommy" she said

"you wanna wear this or do you want to put on your pj's" i said

"pj's " she said

i went in her room and got on her pj's

this is emilys room

this is emilys room

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"knock knock"

"mommy he here"

"go ask who it is and then open it i'm about to go change "

"ok"

this is nina's room

i changed out of his shirt and into one of mine and then went downstairs and emily was standing by the door

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i changed out of his shirt and into one of mine and then went downstairs and emily was standing by the door

"what's wrong" i asked

"i don't know who that is " she said

"it's ok who is it" i said

"ian " he said

i opened the door

"come in" i said

"ok let me guess candice told you i was coming" he said

"yeah her exact words were please don't kill me" i said

"oh dang" he siad

"yeah ok lets go sit down" i said

"alright " he said

i sat down on the couch with emily and ian sat on the other one

"ok so where do i start " i said

"the begining" he said

"ok so basically we broke up luckily it was right after tvd season 4 like they said i started going crazy i did try to kill my self but i had been throwing up for a week they didn't trust me cause i already wasn't eating then when i tried to stab myself again i had to throw up so they finally took me to the hospital and then they told me i was pregant paul and pheobe were wondering if the baby was your or someone elses when i found out i was pregnant i started avoiding everyone except steven, candice, paul, and pheobe i stopped posting on social media and no one knew about her i went into labor on febuary 13 and had her the next day i was on the epidural because it hurted so much i don't remember the time but i know it was like eight in the morning" i said


"wait so why i was drinking my pain away you were actually in pain" he said

"yeah but anyway steven stayed with me to make sure i was serious about not trying to hurt my self again i watched her like a hawk but then i had to go back to filming it was hard doing the scenes with you but i got through it after every scene i would disapear because i was checking on emily after season 6 i decided to stop vampire diaries i did the voice over for the epidsode than came back for the finalie it hurt me when i found out you were engaged and then finding out you were married it hurt but i tried not to let it show i didn't mean to be rude to everyone on set but it was true everyone was picking sides everyone was on your side because they said i broke your heart by saying no but candice and them knew where i was coming from i wasn't ready then couldn't let the press find out because she looks like you and if they knew about her they would have connected the dots "  i said

"were you ever gonna tell me about her"  he said
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"i don't know cause i didn't want to but she was just asking me two days ago would she every meet you" i said

"she was" he smiled

"but honestly i wanted to tell you but at the same time i didn't want you to know" i said

"oh" he siad

"but from where i left off she is the reason i'm not dead i was so hurt that i started making horrible decisions but learning about her changed everything and i know i should have told you when i found out i knew all you wanted was a family but if we would have stayed together after i said no things would be different anyways its time for you to meet your daughter emily" i said

"hi emily" he said

"this is your dad" i said

"hi..dad" she said

"its ok emily there isn't gonna be anymore yelling like earlier" i said

"yeah you don't have to worry about it" he siad

"can i get a hug dad" she said

"yeah"he siad

she walked over to him and gave her a hug i so took a picture

"i am so posting this on instagram" i said

"let me see" he said

i showed them the picture

"should i post it" i said

"yeah why not" he said


"won't nikki feel sometype of way" i said

"me and nikki are getting divorced " he said

"oh"i said

"i'll explain later " he said

"alright" i said

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