Pulling up to the park i looked back at sanjai "you ready bubba"i asked looking at him
"YESSS!"he yelled excited.
Getting out the car we went to the park and played.
"Mommy can i pway wit the othwr kids"he asked me making me frown.
"Whatchuu don't like playin with me"i faked cried.
"Noo me sorry mommy"he hugged me.
"Thanks bubba,yes you can go play with the other kids" I laughed hugging him back,he brought me soo much joy.
"Otayy"he said tryna take off making me grab his ass up. "First of all don't run away from me and stay where i can see you"i told him sternly. "K"he nodded running up to the other kids.
Walking over to the picnic table i sat down keeping a close eye on sanjai until my phone went off distracting me.
My alarm came on it was 6:20 pm meaning we had to go. "SANAJAI" i yelled calling for him to come on.
Until he didn't come "SANJAI"I yelled louder walking up to the group of kids.I saw there was no sanjai causing me to panic.
"SANJAI" i yelledwalking around the park looking for sanjai.
▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ 7 hours later
"SANJAI"I yelled as I cried because I couldn't find him. Right now me and my mom and the cops we're out looking for him.
"Officer" Another officer yelled making us all run over to him.
looking at what he pointed to which was a little boys body without a head,but with sanjai's jacket on.
"OMGSHH"I screamed as i broke down. "Who would do this"my mom yelled as she cried
"My baby"
"My baby"
My baby" I repeated blacking out.
10 days after that
"Saniyah no"my mom said from behind me as my legs dangled from upstairs window.
Nobody could see me from outside it was dark but they could hear my mom keep telling me know.
"Ma I can't do this no more"I cried I missed him so much.
"Saniyah please"she kept begging as I heard Kayla and kye come up to the room.
"No no no"without me looking I guess they both grabbed me and pushed me in the house making me hit my head.
"It's okay"kye patted my head and rubbed my back as I cried on her shoulder.
Later 3 paramedics came in my room and grabbed me softly but still.
Why is they grabbing me?
"Who are y'all"kye and Kayla tired to get them off me.
"I'm sorry baby,you needa go with them okay"my mom sighed walking past the room.
"So you just gon send me with them"I laughed tryna stop myself from crying.
"It's Okay,we gon come see you"
"Love you" X
I was in the hospital for all that year Between suicide watch and for care.
That year i was diagnosed with depression,anxiety and even more. ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ 487 words😪 760 words.. Who would have knew😔
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