and we know it's never simple, never easy
never a clean break, no one here to save me
your the only thing i know like that back of my hand.
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after a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love
you begin to learn that kissed don't always mean something.
promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made , and goodbyes really are forever.
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there have been mornings when i couldn't wake up
there have been evenings when i could not sleep ;
my life would be fine, for months at a time
then i'd break and cry for weeks...
cause when i told you i'd love you forever
i know you didn't think it was true
but forever is nothing compared to some nights
i've been through; in these years after loving you.
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-s[he]
be[lie]ve[s]<3
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sad isn't it?
no matter what you do or say to me, when you come running back
when you need me again
i'll be here right here waiting for you, i'll takee you back ; no questions asked.
sad isn't it ?
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i'll forget the times you walked by
i'll forget the times you made me cry
i'll forget the times you spoke my name
i'll remember now i' not the same...
i'll forget the times you held my hand
i'll forget the sweet things if i can
i'll forget those times, i won't pretend
i'll remember now your just my friend.
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never allow someone to be your priority ;
while allowing yourself to be their option.
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everybody hates hearing me talk about you&& all my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you, they all tell me that i can do a hundred times better than you, but nobody understands how much i care for you.
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and baby you're just a song that everyone knows the words to.
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everything
leaves
a
mark.
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it's ridiculous, it's been months
and for some reason i just can't
get over us... and i'm stronger than this; enough is enough; no more walking
around with my head down,, i'm so over
being blue crying over you.. i love you
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i think i just relized,
that you're not everything i wanted;;
that all this time i've spent loving you has been wasted, that all those tears i cried for you we/re worthless.
&& that my broken heart .. was unnecessary.
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so how can you break my fucking heart and still tell me you love me ??
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i'm so tired of pretending..
everythings ok
my tears are starting to show
and my smile is fading away
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and if only i could show you how much you h u r t me- you'd never be able to look me in the eyes again.
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it's a lot easier to say you don't care, than to admit your hurt.
