Can't possibly tell u
That you're the reason behind..
That when you called me
My heart died for a while..
Was anticipating our chat..
But you came late..
Then I started thinking..
On my own tragic past..
That was when it all came back..
And it hits me hard...
On the verge of crying..
But not letting tears flow..
It's still within control..
But for how long I don't know..
Please stop being nice..
Or both will have to pay the price..
Putting up a fake smile..
In front of everyone else..
How long can I hold this up..
To fool all but myself..
Gather up my thoughts..
Calm myself down..
This is just another stage...
I will not be drowned..
A strong lady rises
Soon that will be me
When I can let go of all
And soon be set free...
