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Chapter 1. A new beginning

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It's day 7 of moving away from everything I ever knew and loved. Day 7 of crying myself to sleep. Day 7 of wishing I was never alive. We have moved around my entire life because of my father's job. Portland was the longest we'd ever stayed. 3 years. I met the greatest friends there and had the greatest life. Why did we have to leave. I'm 17 years old. I can't spend my last year of highschool being the new girl again. But I guess I didn't have much of a choice. My first day of school starts tomorrow. All I want to do is go back to my friends in Portland. Now I have to go to school with red necks? Or whatever they,call Texans now a days. Texas of all places. It's hot. It's humid. And it's so big. The speed limits are crazy over here and the Texas pride is unreal. Their accents are a little annoying but I guess it could be worse.
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I guess I forgot to introduce myself. Hi my name is Caroline. I have a brother he's a newly freshman and his name is Dylan. We aren't that close. My dad and my mom split a few years ago. My mom really isn't in the picture anymore. I have never had a boyfriend. Probably because of how insanely awkward I am. I'm a 5'6 blue eyed brunette haird girl. I'm thin and kinda flat. Guys don't really find that attractive these days. My whole life has revolved around my parents. Not one moment have I really focused on my own life. I'm until the last year. And of course when things are going good we have to move. So im back at nothing.