Beau Brooks :)

Hes Drunk!!

The boys were drinking and Beau kissed me.

"I love you." He slurred. I pushed him off.

"Stop." He squeezed my hips.

"Stop being so mad." I crossed my arms over my chest in defense.

"You said you weren't going to get fucked up Beau." I said. He sighed as he set his drink down.

"Im sorry baby, but have a few drinks, it would help-" I cut him off in the middle of his sentence.

"Just never mind." I said and pushed him away. I walked up stairs to our room.

"Baby, Im sorry." He stumbled in the room and held himself on the wall.

"Beau, just go." He hiccuped as he stood up straighter.

"Stop getting all pissy." He said. I gridded my teeth together as I dug my nails into the palms of my hands.

"Im not being pissy, you just told me you weren't going to get fucked up and you did." I said.

"It wasn't my fucking fault the boys gave me beer!" I groaned. It was.

"Can we not do this now." I said. He hit the wall lightly.

"Just fucking stop, you bitch about everything." He said.

"I don't bitch about everything!" I yelled back at him. He shook his head in annoyance.

"I can't do one thing without you annoying the fuck out of me!" I felt tears in my eyes grow bigger the more he yelled at me.

"Im sorry if I can't do anything right." I said. He just rolled his eyes as if I said nothing.

"Just fucking leave for all I care!" I felt my eyes go wide and I sniffled, wiping my face.

"Fine." I grabbed my phone, my beanie and he tried grabbing my arm.

"No, No, baby, I didn't mean that." I pushed passed him and walked downstairs. The boys had gone quiet and they were looking at me with wide eyes.

"Emmalee I didn't mean that!" Beau yelled after me. I kept walking towards the door. I ended up stopping in the kitchen and I closed my eyes. He just told me to leave, and that he didn't care if I did. Beau stumbled in.

"Baby, I-I didn't mean that." He said. He walked towards me but fell to the floor. He sat against the wall with his hands covering his face,.

"No." He said, "Don't fucking leave, I didn't mean that." He whispered. The boys stumbled in and I walked out.

"Emmalee Don't! Please!" Jai grabbed my arm as I tried walking away.

"Please don't leave him." Jai said, "He needs you." I shook my head, getting tired of all our stupid fights.

"He told me he didn't give a fuck if I left. He seemed happy about it too." I whispered. Jai shook his head.

"Baby! I didn't mean it." Beau said from the kitchen. Jai gripped my arm.

"Trust me, didn't mean it. It was just the alcohol talking Emmalee." I saw Beau run passed me and he started puking into the toilet. I ran upstairs and locked the door. I curled up in Beau's bed. He was drunk, right? He didn't mean it. I found one of his shirts and pulled my shirt and shorts off.

"She's gonna go." Beau said. I heard DANIEL trying to calm him down.

"No Bro, just calm down. You're drunk, okay?" I heard him start crying.

"She's gonna go! She hates me." I layed on the bed, tangled in the sheets with his pillow pulled up to my chest.

"Baby, please open the door." Beau said. He clearly had sobered up some. After a couple more minutes the door open and Beau shut it behind him. He locked it and crawled on the bed. Before he could do anything, I pulled him against me. I curled up next to him and set my head on his chest, whimpering a little.

"Im sorry baby, Im such a fucking idiot and I don't know why I said that." He whispered. I let tears flow out and he held me tighter.

"Im so sorry." I soon stopped and he moved me so I was on my side and his forehead was against mine.

"You weren't really going to leave.. Were you?" He whispered. I shook my head.

"If I was going to leave, I'd be gone." He ran his hand down my side and on my leg. I let him bring my leg up and he hooked it around his.

"Im sorry, I don't know what I was thinking." He whispered. We started talking and he was sobering up a lot. I looked up at the clock.

"How long have we been in here?" Beau whispered.

"Three hours." I whispered. He pulled me closer.

"I love you." He whispered.

"I love you too Beau." He kissed the top of my head and I fell asleep in his arms.