"Saved"
"Jai?" I was awakened by the loud scream of a woman. I covered my face with a pillow, I want to sleep for a bit longer.
"Hey wake up" she tries to remove the pillow, the and messed up.
"Jaaaaii come on okay I'm gonna kiss you if you'll roll out of bed" she said.
"Alright I'm up honey" I said in annoyance.
"Good morning handsome, say hi" she smiled and command at me.
"Tsk stop it Shae" I ordered her back and I was about to go back to sleep when I heard her say,
"You want me to kiss you right?" noq she's teasing me. "Easy, smile" I'm not happy with what she's doing but it's her happiness. I'm willing to give her that and let her be.
I stood up and put my hands on my waist before turning slightly.
I was bitting my lower lip when I faced her.
"Hi baby" I greeted her while smiling from ear to ear and winked at her.
"That was a good one I love it Jai I love you" she uttered and kissed me.
"And here's a breakfast for my handsome boyfriend" she said. "I'm starving, you wake up so late" she added.
The next thing I knew we were laughing together, while we're eating together. She placed the camera on the side table in a view of us.
The way she makes me fall even harder each and everyday I knew right then that she's the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with.
"Baby?" I called her and then she turned to face me.
"I love you" I uttered.
She smiled so sweet and kissed me.
Shee let go of my hand and approached a woman.
I was the one holding the camera and taping a video. We're at the park right now.
"Hi" she greeted the woman. And the later one just smiled at her.
"See that guy?" she asked the woman and pointed at me.
"His name's Jai" she introduced me. "He's my man and sooner or later I'm gonna be his wife" she showed the engagement ring on her left forefinger.
I don't know but I enjoy the madness of this woman so I can't help but smile.
"Do you think we look good together?" she asked and walked closer smiling at me.
People around us started shouting "kiss!"
I'm still holding the camera and taping a video I made an angle, kissed her and hugged her tight that was seen from the video.
I really love this girl.
"I miss you Shae" I whispered. While looking at our pictures together.
I miss her voice,
I wanna see her smile again.
These videos and photos are the only things left with me.
I see her everywhere I go, but I can't hug or touch her anymore.
I badly want to hear her voice again.
Watching these videos makes me cry everytime and makes me suffer from the pain but I don't mind just to hear her say those three words.
Today is her death anniversary and I'm sitting right infront of her grave.
"I love you Shae and wherever you are I want you to stay with me" I uttered the words in between my sobs.
It's been a year but I still can't accept the fact that she left me and she's never coming back.
Shae will stay in my heart forever.
I even played a video before Shae's camera was hidden.
I will save this treasure for good.
