I remember
I remember the day I saw you in computer class.I looked at you loving your style and edgyness and idolizing it.We got assigned to be partners.I told you I wanted a nose piercing like you and I loved it!We clicked!Me and her a had a lot of the same interests.I remember the day you walked out of computer class and called me your friend you made me feel a certain happiness I haven't felt for a long time.I remember the day in computer class where we found that our houses where near each other so that day we decided we would meet up together and Allen would meet up with us too!I went to her house I had my dad drive me bc I knew where it was her grandma was Outside she was sweet Caley told me we should ride bikes to I borrowed one.We had fun that day and after we hung out with Allen I went back to her house and went in her bedroom for the first time.I remember going home feeling like I had a friend.I was happy for the first time in a long time and didn't feel alone I felt like I knew someone just like me.We got close.We would spend the night with each other on school nights.We would do homework together.We sat with each other at lunch.I remember the first time we tried to get High for the first time in her basement.I remember the night she was depressed bc of her ex girlfriend and her mom and asked me to spend the night but I couldn't bc my mom pulled up in the driveway.The next day we got a text from her grandma saying she tried to kill herself.She was in a hospital for weeks I couldn't talked to her and Over the time I grieved and cried over her.When she got back she wouldnt text me or hang out with me and it made me sad but she hung around amanda.I remember the first time I spent the night with her after she tried to kill herself and I told her I liked her and she said she could see us together.I also remember later on that night trying to go to sleep because we had school in the morning but she was crying the whole night and depressed.The next day her grandma drove me to school.She stayed home.I went to school and broke down in the counselors office.She let me text Caley.Caleysaid she loved me and appreciated me.I remember the first time me and her got STONED in my basement and we where laughing so loud and couldn't walk and would forget what we where saying.I remember her calling me pretty and leading me on.I also remember one night me and her got high and her basement and she cuddled with me and laid on my chest.I remember always helping you redecorate your room.I remember when we where in your basement and I asked you out and you said yes.we dated one day I came over.You gave me hickeys and took my virginity.I got sick a day later you texted me a really long message on how "it's not my fault" and "I need time before I start dating again".I also remember a week later you got with Kayla then you got with carie.I also remember hanging out with you five days in a row but when I didn't wanna hang out for a day that made me a "bad friend".I remember the day you texted me and told me you where back together with Selenia.I told you I thought it was wrong.And I didn't accept it.You blocked me I blocked you.
