It feels as if nothing ever escapes from my mind. Every time I close my eyes I can see you, every physical feature of yourself, I can hear your voice as if you were to be right next to me, I see your smile and it drives me crazy with happiness until I realize that you were never there. As many times as you think what it could've been and then I come back to reality and notice it was never that way. That both of you took different paths in life. Maybe you guys will meet in another life time maybe not. The pain you have been through will never be forgotten within yourself. It will always remain in you. We shouldn't put ourselves in a position where we are only going to damage ourselves. That isn't only unhealthy for you but the people around your surroundings. What we went through has only become memories with a balanced of both good and bad. Maybe it was destiny that brought you guys together maybe it was your own actions. It's hard to understand the process and purpose of life because you have to overcome many obstacles on a daily basis. A while ago a friend told me, "life is a beautiful struggle" I wasn't capable of understanding what it meant at the time. But as I went through certain situations I finally understood what it meant on a deeper level. We cannot blame life for what it throws at you because I believe theres a reason for anything that happens. What happened, happened and theres no going back except moving forward and keep on pushing through life. It's hard when you see someone who you ended on bad terms with because you have no clue how to react. It is almost as of you were to be strangers with that person. How do you act or pretend to act normal when you see them? What is the secret ingredient? Because I need that. It is difficult to acknowledge everything that happened and accept what didn't. Do not try convince yourself to something that was never there. If a person loves you then they will show it by their actions or in any aspect that they are helping but sometimes its vise versa and they show the complete opposite. That is when you need to know what is going to be better for yourself. Especially to focus on yourself and how to get your mind straight.
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Another Love Story.
RomanceThis is just another love story out of all that are shared and being shared in the world. It isnt a very long story but in reality it was a very long process. This might not be the most interesting thing you guys have read but all I wanted to do it...
