"Struggles Of The Rooh"

"Conquering The Nafs"

One Of The Greatest Jihad In My Opinion Is To Fight The Nafs Or In Simple Words,Fighting Against Evil Within Ourselfes.. We Often Fall In The Trap Of Shaytaan....
                 Every Second, Every Minute Of Our Life, We Fight A Battle Against Our Nafs..And Trust Me, It Isn't That Easy... Shaytaan Is Very Patient With Us..He Doesn't Gives Up Easily...He Makes Sure That He Will Anyhow Take Over Us...Inshort He Is There Untill He Don't Take Control On Us....And Defeating Him Interms Of Nafs Is Very Difficult.. He Distracts Us From The Purpose Of Our Living, When We Are Aware Of Allah Azzawajjal's Presence....Sometimes We Easily Gives Up To Him Without Making Any Effort...
             But When We Finally Try To Pull Ourselfe's Up And Decides To Fight Against Him..He Makes Things Harder For Us..He Pulls Us Back To Him And Difficulty Increases.. At That Time Fighting The Nafs Is Not Less Than Going Under A Knife..It Feels Like You Are In A Physical Pain And Your Wound Is Getting Treated By, But The Pain, The Torture Of That Open Scar Kills You...Your Energy, Your Stamina Is Drained....You Scream, You Cry And And Eventually After A Near Death Experience You Will Find Rest, You Will Find Peace.....
                   Thats How Torturous Is Fighting Your Nafs..Your Face Is Calm, You Look Sorted..But No One Can Imagine The Storm You Are Going Through Inside....
             Allah Azzawajjal Wants You To Remember His Love, His Mercy, His Blessings And All You Have To Do Is Feel His Presence And Thats It...The Rest Will Be Taken Care Of...
                  Don't Give Up Easily, Don't Fall For Your Whimp Desires....Do Not Let Shaytan Win..Its Easier Said Done, I Know, Defeating Ibless Is Harder But Its Not Impossible..
               Well My Advice Is To Have 'Taqwa' Of Allah Azzawajjal...
                     Remind Yourself That Allah Azzawajjal Is Watching And He Wants You To Win Over Shaytaan And His Trap..Don't Lose Hope And Imaan..You Can Win,You Can Defeat Iblees, Its Upto You Whether  You Want Shaytaan To  Control You Or You Want Allah Azzawajjal's Guidance..
   
       Stay Strong And Conquer Your Nafs Before It Conquers You.......

              Jaza Kallah Hu Khayran.....