The World Never Wanted Me

One - The Beginning Of All Things

Gerard and I walked down the sidewalk, heading to school together, chatting about the stupidest things.

"...Well I hope you find your 'Dream Girl' today." I chuckled.

"Actually, I found her and we're going to hang out tomorrow." Gerard smiled.

"Oh are you now?"

"Yeah. We're gonna go to my house and then probably end up drunk in a club or something." He chuckled.

"Oh" I faced the ground, "Okay."

"Woah wait what's wrong?" He asked, stopping the both of us.

"Nothing." I looked up, "Its just that, I'm happy you found her." I gave a fake smile and stood there as Gerard started to smile, and kept walking with me.

As we approached the school, Gerard pointed in a specific direction, and said, "Look, it's her. Her name's Lynz. She's over by the trashcan closet to the door."

I looked to where he directed me and saw her standing there, talking to another person. She had a plaid skirt on, and a white blouse with a black vest.

"Oh cool." I mumbled.

Gerard started to jog towards her and yell her name for her attention. I just watched, and kept walking. I should've looked where I was heading because I accidently walked into a wall. As I stepped back in confusion from the wall, I heard laughter from all around, then I ran inside, and straight for the bathroom. I kept mumbling, "Fuck me."

I ran into a random stal and locked it behind me. I sat down on the toilet and held my head in my hands, "Wow, Frank, the day just started and you're already making a fool of yourself. Nice job." Soon enough, I ended sitting in there for about 20 minuets shaming myself. I heard a few people come in and out, but never bother to see me. I would expect that. I mean, you wouldn't just go knock on a lock stal in a public bathroom, would you?

I stood up with legs starting to get the feeling of pins & needles, and unlocked the door. I checked myself in the mirror, to see if I smeared my eyeliner at all. Thankfully, I didnt. I walked out of the bathroom and straight to second period because the first was almost over. I mean, no to be too specific and let myself snap at me like, 'Well of course first is close to over and I would expect that what are you a fucking idiot or something?' And then like make me feel stupid.

I walked down the various hallways and soon enough they started to fill with all the damn people who were either, 1: Fake whores/sluts , or 2: Gerard Way. Pretty much the only good person there is Gerard. I kept turned to walk through a door way and sat next to the window. As the room filled, the teacher, Mr.Assdick, I like to call him, got himself ready.

When the class was full, the hallways were silent, and all you could hear was the slight breeze from the windows, Mr.Assdick finally said something.

"So, I have some tests to hand back, and they could honestly be better. I think the only person who got an a was Allan." and of course, the class looked over to Allan, awkwardly sitting in his desk. As he handed out the tests, I watched the sky through the window, and completely forgot what was happening. Until the dude next to me hit my arm and pointed his finger to Mr.Assdick handing me my test back. "Oh sorry." I mumbled, quickly grabbing my test back. I heard someone in the back chuckle, as I saw the grade on the test; F. A goddamned F. I sighed as the class continued and the torcher of school went on.

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(A/N:)

Sorry it's so short. I really just need to rkneosbdlcuendon right now and just no. And I may not be able to spell torcher correct but oh well at least it looks like how ya say it and you can understand it so bye.