Cutie Freckled Boy |Hyunlix

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Hyunjin POV

I've been playing PS4 with Jeongin and Seungmin for 2 hours. Currently, they're my closest friends in StrayKids, since Felix is not close with me anymore and maybe he found his soulmate already. Oh just for information, it's not like i'm not close with other members though, we are close enough since we have been together for long time enough.

I really wanna cry and tell Seungminnie and Jeonginnie what i feel, i kinda tired for keeping my problems alone these days, and also i don't want my personal problem causes to my performance, i don't want to make my fans upset, and then leaves us because of me, so i need their advice.

"hey, actually i have something on my mind that i really want to tell you guys"

"uu what's that? Spill the tea bro" say Seungmin curiously

"ya Hyung, just tell us, we are ready to listen" answer Jeongin

I put my best position, which i sit while laying on the wall, putting my pillow on my thighs.

"i am actually feel so sad recently, do you realize guys that i and Felix are not close anymore? It feels like i'm so far away from him eventhough we are actually very close, yea even my room is just separated from him about 2 rooms, you know that" i said almost too serious

"you sound so sad.. Are you guys having a problem?" ask Seungmin to me

"i don't know what exactly my problem with him, but now he is closer with Changbin hyung instead of me"

"yea i feel like that too" reply Jeongin

"but why you feel like you're jealous? People know that changbin hyung and felix hyung is kinda the most popular ship in our band, don't tell me that you..." Seungmin said and i cut him before he says anything else

"alright, i know, i know that our fans keep making a ship between them, and you guys too, and i'm alone here because they don't ship me. And somehow i feel grateful, i won't feel irritated by how they make a sexual tension between me and members, but, i kinda have a feeling that i don't usually have"

"what do you mean by that hyung?" ask Jeongin

"do you guys promise not too tell anyone?" ask me to make sure i'm not telling my secret to a wrong person, oh two persons.

"yeah of course, we've been together for long hyung, we won't betray you anyway" Seungmin ensures me to not worry too much

"maybe i have a feeling to Felix, l-like in romantic way(?)" i said with a soft voice so no one would hear us

"WHAT?? OMG OMG AM I NOT HEARING A WRONG ONE?" shout Jeongin

"Hey, shut your mouth, people will hear us, you know" i said to him

"Yeah, you're too copious" Seungmin said making fun of IN

"yeah, i actually have been dreaming about him several times, i don't know when this feeling have started. Please don't tell anyone" i ask them to keep their mouth shut

"wow, so hyung what will you do next time?" Seungmin ask

"i don't know,i-i just don't know, maybe i should just keep my feeling for my self. I'm not going to destruct our band, and our stay "favorite ship" "

"hey, don't be dramatic, the ship isn't real, they don't know what actually happen behind the camera, so the ship thing is just for fun,no more" Seungmin said

"hm, maybe you right, but i don't know what will i do, Felix seems doesn't have a feeling for me,maybe he likes Changbin,not me" i said sounds like giving up

"you'll never know until you ask him though, don't worry, we'll support you always, right minnie hyung?" Jeongin said

"yeah of course, hey don't call me like that ew" seungmin agrees with Jeongin

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Hey guys! 615 words in 15 minutes wow, i feel so bored tonight so i decided to continue this book.

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Anyway...
Can anyone guess where i'm from?

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