Finding Me

Who are you?

. Looking into his eyes I knew how I felt about him… I knew i loved him. But as my brother came around the corner with a raging red face and a smirking Jake I realized what had just happened and I knew it was never gunna happen again, even thou I wanted it to it cant. I look at the people in front of me with tears threating to spill, I couldn’t let them see me cry. So I ran, even thou I heard them calling to me I ran. I knew they would be fallowing but I plan to lose them, so I ran to the only spot they didn’t know about… I ran to the crew. As I walk into the door to the crew i went straight to the locker room to get changed into my lime green sports bra and my black capris and jogged around the gym twice before starting my new dance... which I needed a partner for but yet don’t have one… as I moved swiftly to the song Try by Colbie Caillat I could feel all the stress of the move and what just happened with the guys disappear. As I finished my dance I heard someone clap from behind me, I turned around to see a tall tan guy with black shaggy hair and bright blue eyes smiling and still clapping at the dance I just finished.

“I didn’t know anyone was here, sorry” I said looking down at the ground trying to hide my blush that was surly on my checks. I heard footsteps coming closer and closer till they all of suddenly stop.  He put two fingers on my chin and lifted my head up and made it to where I looked him in the eyes.

“You should never hide that blush of yours, it’s gorgeous.” He said looking into my eyes I blush again and looked down again.

“W-w-who are you?” I asked scared shitless

“ I’m Logan my dear mate” he said with his eyes looking into mine and I look away and he growled, and my head automatically shot up and my eyes widen as I look into his eyes and they were no longer blue they were black.

 “D-d-did you just growl?” I said slowly backing away from him. As I back away his eyes automatically soften and went back to their beautiful blue color.

“ I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you my mate” he said walking to me as I kept walking backwards till my back hit the wall and I was trapped between his arms. I made the mistake of looking into his eyes, they were black again, and I looked away. That made him growl and I winch scared of what is going to happen next.

“Babe, what is your name?” he said slowly stroking my cheek

“A-a-Avery?” it came out for as a question then a statement

“Well Avery, I will never hurt you, you are my mate.” He said as his eyes went back the original blue color. I was just about to ask what a mate was when Adam and my brother game barging in. thank god, I don’t know what would have happened to me if they didn’t.  The first thing Adam did was ripping me from his arms and kiss me smack on the lips. Before I could figure out what was happening I heard a low growl. I look back at Logan and his eyes were black again and he was shaking viciously. I wiggled out of Adams grasp and walked slowly up to Logan and slowly stroke my hand up and down his arm. As soon as I started doing that he stop shaking and he look at me and his eyes went back to their amazing blue.  We kept staring at each other till me where interrupted

“What the fuck is going on here,” my brother said with anger obviously written on his face “and who the fuck is he?”   Logan growled again and I started moving my hand up and down his arm again trying to calm his down as I spoke.

“His name is Logan, Mike.” I said to my brother while looking at Logan and wondering why it felt so right to be touching him and why I felt a tingling sensation every time I touch him. After I said that Logan spoke to my brother.

“And this angel here named Avery is my mate. And from what I smell you know exactly what I’m talking about.” Logan said with a smirk on his face, I look at my brother and he is glaring at Logan. I moved away from Logan and suddenly missing the warmth of his body that I didn’t know was there. I looked between the three people in front of me, and I look at Adam.

“Adam, do you know what the fuck they are talking about?” I said livid from the feeling that maybe my brother has been hiding something form me for who knows how long.

“I have no idea what they are talking about, I promise Av.” He said holding his hands up “well I’m gunna let you guys talk this out and go tell the girls we found you… so bye.” He said as he bolted for the door. I turn back to face Logan and Mike getting more mad ever second I don’t know what they are hiding from me.

“Mike, what the fuck have you been hiding from me, that he, a total stranger knows.” I said with venom and anger dripping from my voice as is start to shake.

“Sis,” he said slowly getting closer to me, and I gave him a pointed look that said if you come any closer I will hurt you.

“Don’t fucking sis me; get to the fucking point Mike.” I said as I heard Logan snicker “and don’t even think for a moment that you are off the hook, got it.” I said pointing at him.

“Got it.” is all he said putting his hands up.

“Avery, I don’t know how to tell you this.” Mike said rubbing the back of his neck. That just made me ten times angrier

“God damn how hard could it be, just fucking say it Mike.” I said throwing my hands in the arm while pacing around trying to get some of my anger out. Logan walks up to me and pulls me in to his hard chest; no matter how much I try to escape I couldn’t, and for some reason I was glad.

“Babe, you need to calm down and let your brother explain, it will make so much more sense if you listen to him.” He said as he turned me around to look him in the eyes. Not trusting my voice I just nodded and turned back around in his arms not wanting to leave them, and nodded to my brother to continue.

“Avery, remember no matter what I say I love you and I kept this from you for a reason…which I will explain after I tell you.” He said testing the waters to see if I will blow up on him again, I nod for him to continue.

“Avery, you and I are both werewolves, and so is your mate Logan.” He said pointing to Logan. I couldn’t believe what my brother was telling me so I just stood there trying to let this all sink in. apparently I was doing that for a while because Logan turned me around to look at me. When he did this it all sunk in and I struggled to get out of his arms, when I did I went and cowered in the corner from him and who I thought was my brother.

“Avery, we will never hurt you.” Mike said slowly coming closer to me. I look at Logan and I feel like I can trust him for than my own brother right now. I got up and ran to him and he took me in his huge arms and snuggles his head in the nook of my neck and inhaled my scent. After what felt like hours but in reality is only a few moments I look back at my brother wanted that explanation he promised me.

“Sis, the only reason I haven’t told you yet is because you don’t shift for another month.” He said standing in his spot still testing the water

“But that’s my 17th birthday” I said confused

“Yes all werewolves have their first shift on their 17th birthday.” He said starting to get closer to me and Austin.  As my brother got closer Logan’s grip got tighter around me as he growled at my brother.   

“It’s ok Logan he is still my brother” I said removing his arm from around me and went up to my brother. I look my brother in the eyes I knew instantly that he was telling the truth. I smile at my brothers worried face and then he pulled me into his chest and let out a sigh of what I hope was relief. He pulled away and I went back into Logan’s open arms.  

“Bub are you a werewolf to?” I ask turning around in Logan’s arms, snuggling myself into his chest more and more.