I know it's brash but I have something to say
I'm planning to go hang myself up and wait till the next day
Maybe if I just placed my plan into action
"Goodbye" now to this cruel world is what I'd lastly say
Then it seems
Oh it seems
That the last piece of rope, I just couldn't find any where
Beautiful life is always acting just like this
Beautiful life is always acting just like this
Since there is no rope for my great plan, I guess I only could.
Live for another day(?)
The next time, there are many options, so what shall I do?
Maybe if I suffocate it will be quick enough?
Monoxide poisoning seems okay so I proper for that
As I stare at the endless light from above.
Then it seems
Oh it seems
That the lighter will soon run out of oil
Beautiful life is always acting just like this
Beautiful life is always acting just like this
Because of this stupid lighter, there is no oil left
So I live for another day(?)
Third time lucky, is what I hear them say
So I grab anything that is related to drugs
Water is always needed for this other plan
So I wait tiredly on my bed for now
Then it seems
Oh it seems
The water won't come out of that damned little tap
Beautiful life is always acting just like this
Beautiful life is always acting just like this
Because I couldn't be bothered to pay the water bill
I live for another day, and another day that comes
Confusing life will never tell me what exactly to do
But always hinting and pushing for me to live on
Forgive me for the horrible struggle
But keep me breathing for a little bit more
Appara Pa~ra Pappa
