Love-'o-Lights

CHAPTER 1

Hi readers its me again CAmaquiling😍

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Trisha's POV

I'm here sa pool,obviously in our house....I'm bored since its saturday no class of course... I'm here making babad my feet sa pool...like what I've said I'm bored...and I don't feel like swimming...so making babad nalang..just trying to be cool...
To be honest I'm or must I say were not rich let's say that were maykaya naman but then were not that kind of rich talaga...we had simple life but dark world...my world is full of darkness... Its all black nothing else but only black I didn't saw any light..even a little bit.....

That's how  my world exist in the universe,incredible but no happiness nor light..

Were maykaya but were not happy...sometimes I'm thinking why is may world dark..its so dark.. Like there's no light..its just plane but in the middle its full of curves and pain...

Sometimes I'm thinking...

Is God made us to suffer pain and heartaches ???

If that's the case...

God shouldn't made us because its no fun anymore...

Sometimes I'm thinking that maybe God just measuring our tempt. But still hurts

Ano bayan I'm making drama na tuloy....

Maybe I'm maarte but its just my voice not my personality and that's one of my identity ...

To be unique.... Is all that matters....for me kase in this world especially in my world the importance is your fame and all na matatawag kang sikat...my family need so much peoples attention that's why they needs me....they only needs me because of peoples attention and not as their daughter....

Ganito umiikot ang mundo ko...

Mundong mahirap nang baguhin...

But still I have friends naman they all know me... They know the real me..

Some people making gosps about me...but the saddest thing is that they don't know me... Making gosps is useless kung hindi naman kilala ang sinisira mong tao. .tsk.....insecure... Yan ang tawag sa kanila....

Since wala nga akong magawa...

I will go nalang sa room ko....

My room is wide enough,actually it looks like a house na because of its wideness I'm the one who decided to make my room as my home,,,my home has a kitchen,library,music room,wide bathroom and king size bed...my rooms colored black and pink....all my stuffs is colored black&pink........

I will go to my library us usual para magbasa........

I don't want to see my parents face ...I hate them till hell...

I don't want some people use me for their own benefits but sadly my parents use to do that thing on me...

And nasasakal na ako....

But enough on that thing...
I want to live on my own ...............that's why I asked my uncle to build a house for me...its my money will be wasted syempre...

Kakahiya naman kung si uncle pa ang gagastos sa kahibangan ko...

Actually hindi pa napipinturahan ang soon-to-be my home ko...
Kaya nagtyatyaga muna ako sa bahay na 'to.......

Hindi alam ng parents ko na nagpa-gawa ako ng bahay for my own...
Actually they don't deserve to know...
Like duhhh....sino ba sila?

Fourth year palang ako class-A....pero I have my own money para pang gastos ko sa sarili at para narin sa tuition fee ko sa school....binibigyan nila ako ng pera but Hindi ko yun ginagastos...tinago ko yun ng ilang taon...para pag-umalis na ako boung kamay Kong ibibigay sa kanila yung perang binigay nila sa'kin.......