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The Story of Destiny

I found him. He killed me.

"To find your partner, you have to feel a thousand pain. If that person felt the pain as much as you do, he's the one."

I grew up seeing everyone trying to get hurt and trying feel the pain only to find out that the pain they felt weren't enough to suffice the emptiness that only one can satisfy - soulmate.

Everyone dared to get hurt and ended up as if they were insatiable. And I found out that we have to hurt a thousand times to find the one but still we will never be sure when will this person who'll fill our emptiness come.

And like everyone else, I was waiting for the day when I will find the person I was looking for and I know the years that I have been alive was never enough to find this soulmate.

Everyone is in a rush. Treating everything as a race and ended up being the loser in the end.

They say I was running out of time and I was only waiting for my end. But I never believed in them for I believed that one day this soulmate will save me and I just have to wait.

So I hid in every alley to stay alive - to keep myself from the hurts of the cruel world that allows everyone to get hurt. I protected myself from everyone. I tried to numb myself - just to wait for the one who'll dare to save me.

I kept myself from all the world's hurts but I found him in the most uncompromising situation while clutching a knife.

He looked at me. And everything went different. And like everyone else, I felt that I was running out of time.

And finally, I knew it was him. Unconsciously, I found myself walking towards him without even thinking of the things that might happen. All I know is I need to be close to him - I need to save him more than he needs to save me.

I opened my umbrella and covered him.

His stare met mine and I felt a thousand butterflies in my stomach. I couldn't even open my mouth to speak. I gathered all my confidence just to ask him the only question that is in my mind now.

"Are you tired?"

He looked at me as if he was unmoved by my presence. I was about to run away before my tears betrays me but somethings is keeping me from doing it. I am not sure what is it yet but I know it is because of his presence.

That time I knew I had to protect him - I had to save him with all my might but he just looked at me on the eye. Everything went as if it was a fast forward.

I saw someone saying the vows I waited to be uttered by a man who will save me. He even whispered the words I've been longing to hear. And promised me forever. And it was all him.

He stabbed me before I even say my name.

"D- - -" and I realized I was already dripping with blood. It was to late before I even say my name "Destiny".

He held my hand with a tight grip. I know for sure that I wanna live longer and live with him but he already killed me - Desire already killed me.

Everyone started to gather and watch me slowly dying while he is laughing like a devil.

And everyone learned that when you try not to follow what destiny has instored for you and focus on your desires you will only be getting tears and regrets in the end.