Diary of the Worst High Schooler

07/17/19

So my first journal entry it's only 9:15 am and I have a lot to say I just got back home from a fantastic Japan trip it was amazing I'm gonna miss it but before I left I was going through trouble with my friend I honestly have no idea what's going on and I gave up on a lot I left friends behind because of it. I left behind a life I had and it's messing me up oh God I'm being way to obvious about this nevermind just forget about this. I'm leaving for another vacation by myself Sunday so I'll try and update but I doubt I'll update much... So I'm starting high school soon and I'm nervous I'm not sure I can do it I lost so many friends this year and I'm gonna be alone I can't do it. I think all I can do is keep my head down, don't embarrass myself and focus on grades. I've got Katt, Brooke, Grace, my sister and Bri.. I think I'll be ok.... I'm still hurting from all the people who have left 2 in general but they've got better friends than me I'm proud of them and I really hope they have a good life they deserve it  I don't wanna hold them back. Ok so I'm gonna end it here for now I'll update later in the day.