my obsession in my life.

chapter 16

Okay so there's the day after sam came back and ever since then whenever I tried talking to him .. isabella jumped in between us and well get  slutty on him and there's these few times were she held him from his arm and walked away amd there's some times were I tried too much to get cloaer to him and well she use to always win.. there's that time were I asked him to hack my hotmail account... he said he do it the weekend but I told him that I forgot the pass but it might be about him..  and there's that one time were he texted me that he  wanted to talk to me and as always the next day he just said he was kidding... I hate it when he does that ! Cause I spend the night thinking of what could it be that he wants to talk about.. and he then is about to tell me then just stresses and says he's messing around... i guess that's it this week it was almost just that..

The teacher changed my place.. now I'm really far from sam.. isabella is still close no one changed their places..  don't remember much..

This week there's the halloween party it's actually early.. but guess what the fucking bitch is dressing like!?!?!?!?!? She's wairing tall dress like princesses and a high heals and she's gonna look gorgeous and sam has been getting along with her really well this week.. and I'm afraid he's having feelings for her again . Today in class they were talking and he held her arm  and kept it their for like 7seconds! And she was just a bitch! and they were so cute and even i shipped them! And i fucking hate them!!!! I was really hurt.. I just wanted to cry.. luckily my eyes r dried cz of how much i have cried before so I can't.. 

Oh yes and there's that once in chemistry we were writing whatever the teacher was saying.. and sam just turned around and looked at me. I turned to.him amd smiled and he just turned away.. it was weird...

And I almost forgot .. its actually nothing but there's that once were he started the cinvo and he said that my picture is nice and  that it's the first time I put mine.. that it's nicer to put my pic than always pll.. its actually before these events but whatever..

well today I was texting sam I was like

-hey

-hi

-how r u?

-great

You?

-great too

R you watching twd?

-no

You??

-yeaa

Why aren't you watching??

-u finished?

Finished what? Studying?

-watching

-no

-now ur watching?

-yea

-i'll watch it when I'm done with something

-something?

- Not of ur buisness!

-Haha I didn't ask..

Ik it's not..

And idc

-yes you did!

What's"something??"

-I didn't say what's something?? I was just joking cause you say it like it's a secret!

-okay you can shut up now

-REALLY??

IF ANYTHING YOU'RE THE KNE THAT'S GONNA SHUT UP

BYE!

-woah there calm down

-shut up!

-hahaha  you really got mad??

- Yes!

-or you joking?

-no I'm joking



- Okay

Want to talk to you tmrrw

-No you don't...

-And I'm serious I'm not kidding

-bcz as always ur jk and there's nothing..

Yea right?

- Okay tmrrw you'll see

Bye

;)

-Hahaha bye :)

*few hours later*

Btwww

Samm!

Don't hack my email.. it worked..

*he saw and didn't answer..*

So I just took my shower got in my pjs and went to bed..

I was thinking maybe sam wanted to talk to me about isabella.. cause of that once when I asked if he still liked her or if he liked anyone to just tell me.. that I can help.

I don't think sam would.. but I'm fraking out.. he might!! I need to avoid him! I can't talk to him about isabella.. but I really wanna know what he's gonna say so I can't not listen..

I need to listen and even if he has feelings for someone else.. even if it's the biggest skut in school.. he likes her just like I like him.. and there's nothing I can do..