The Death of Innocence

The healing of a broken heart

I can't wait to see Marcus. It seems like we haven't talked in ages. I remember the first time he asked me out. (Even though he has a kid.) I said no, of course, but I told him he has to prove that he was mine and only mine. So he let me walk him around like a dog.. for a month. It was funny of course, in my opinion, but a deal is deal so we began dating one another.

I soon fell for him. His black hair and cute smile. It always seemed to make my heart throb and melt.

As I slowly walk into the apartment, it smells strongly of weed. Just like usual soon he began giving me one of his "special" tequila mixtures. Soon, shot after shot, we began kissing, and like every drunk story, what usually begins with kiss ends in a fuck.

Soon after, we both looked at each other my hand on his cheek. He looked at me with a sad face.
"I'm sorry..." He says, cringing at his words.
"About what?" I lay there, confused. Then he pushes me away and lays up.
"I cheated.. I'm so.." I stop him right there, I couldn't help but scream.

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!? AFTER EVERYTHING WE'VE DONE TO STICK TOGETHER! AFTER EVERYTHING I'VE DONE FOR YOU!! COULDN'T YOU'VE TOLD ME BEFORE WE FUCKED!"

He stands there, shocked by my reaction. He tries to touch my arm but I immediately slap him away. He pulls his arm back in shock and began to glare.

He begins to say, "I thought you were better than this..."

This ends up pissing me off more. 'I thought you were better than this.' WHO FUCKING SAYS THAT WHEN THEY CHEATED?!? WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS?!?!

"You've SLEPT WITH OTHER PEOPLE!!" He said, standing above me now, his face red as a flame. I stood and put on my clothes on and turn back to him. I state, "You're going to regret this"

Then dash out of the door and drove to the nearest bar. Later did I know this would be my biggest mistake.