Subconsciously you became someone I couldn't avoid
I couldn't erase out of my dreams or my nightmares
You become someone I obsessed over
You broke my heart and made a void bury deep within me.
I wanted to run away far away to a place where you and love didn't exist
But, I sat as close as I could next to you
The toxicity that burns
That fumes underneath every ache
That shakes my empty soul
I couldn't smile anymore
I couldn't remember who I was
Because of you that broke my world and took the crumbles with you
Why can't I escape you
Why can't I shake you
You became unavoidable and I became predictable.
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Self Love
PoetryI realized the desperation for someone else more than myself. I begged and begged to be loved, and in the end. I realized I couldn't love me, there is no way I could, if I am begging to be loved by someone other than myself. Crying and screaming at...
