Always & Forever

1-Graduation

Ah yes graduation.

The thing everybody gets exited about at one point. even if the popular girls have no life. They will brag about it and someone will say " Nobody gives a fuck stop talking".
Anyway the main part that everyone loves is when that one person gives the big and inspiring speech and then everyone tosses their hats...
well that's not what we're doing. We are right now running down to the office to grab our graduation shit  and make our way the fuck out of there.

We have all of our home stuff in the back of carters roommates, Jack, Van and we're moving to LA to finish our dream in being a YouTuber. It's just me, Jake, Ciara, Carter, Ethan, Trent and Colby and of course Jack to help us with out money and shit. Jake graduated school last year and me and him are driving our own car with Ciara and Ethan as Jack, Carter, Trent and Colby in the Van.

I take out my camera and start to vlog.

"Hey guys It's PJCCCTE here and we are currently making our way to LA to our little family house! Isn't that right babe" I say.

"That's right we are currently leaving the school" Jake says as i point the camera out the window and flip them off.

" You know I'm really gonna miss school. At least the laughs, besides that at the same time i'm not" I say. I point it at Ciara as she's vaping weed.

"Do you have to smoke that in the car?" I ask.

"Dude i'm anxious about this" Ciara says.

  I point it Ethan and see his smiling like crazy.

"Ethan you happy because you and Ciara can share a bed right?" I ask him.
He looks at me and laughs, I look back at the camera and say,  "Ok guys I'll stop here and give you little snips of our safe traveling! Byeeee" I shut off the camera and plug in my phone. In case your wondering where my car is, well it's at the house that we bought down in LA, me and Jake drove down there and dropped it off the drove back in his car. On my phone I put on Halsey and fall asleep holding on to Jake's hand which is attached to the shift.

I wake up and It's like a  dark room that I've been in before..like the abandoned train station...I see my Ouija board sitting on the ground spelling out NICK AND ALEXIS.. over and over again.

I'm getting a little confused about this because this dream is more like a regular memory so i'm trying not to think much of it. But then again the shit that happened last year I don't know.

I wake up in the car in a sweat.

"You ok?" Jake asks me.

"Yeah just a dream" I say. This shit better not happening again. I don't want to lose anyone yet. I mean Nick is coming out of jail tomorrow and we're going to watch it and boo or cry and shit like that, It's good that we went down there and decorated. like we have furniture and our bedrooms are done.

the next 2 days went by and we're on the road our house is on, "dude look their it is" Ethan says as we follow the van pull into the driveway. The house is so nice and big! there was plenty of rooms for us but one of them was down Stairs so we assigned that Jacks.

We get out of the car and enter the house. "wow this place again is just so beautiful" Ciara says.

"Yeah i can hide all my dead baby's" Colby says.

I look at him and say jokingly, "Shut up with your dead baby jokes, No one wants to hear that" and we walk up the stairs to our rooms and unpack.

While I'm doing it i tell Jake, "so um I had one of those dreams..in the car when we first left" I stop but then continue, "And it was about when we first started the channel and we went to the train station and it showed the Ouija spelling out Nick and Alexis over and over again"

Jake looks at me, speechless and just hugs me saying" it will be ok. Lets hope it's just a dream" once we're done i take out the camera and film the house then the outro so I can retrieve to bed.. after getting a snack. tomorrow Nick is released from jail and we are bringing tisues and blankets because i'm sure we are all sleeping in the living room for when we have nightmares.

The next day I take out the camera and Inform them that today is the day when all our nightmares come poring back on us, the day that Nick, the man that killed my other Love and my mom, is being released from jail. I tell them I will live stream it so no one has to worry about us.

This is the day that will change us again forever.