ICY QUEEN

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Tamia: no dont say any dont tell him I know

Jimmy: they are coming out got to go

I hung up I had Taylor take them to her house they left I packed the twins milks and them diapers and clothes then I sat on the couch I put their bags in my car i sat on the couch I texted my mom

Tamia
How are they

Mommy
They are good they are sleep now are you

Tamia
Good I'm chilling

Mommy
Okay

I sat in the living room I waited he didnt come I texted Jimmy

Tamia
Jimmy wya

Jimmy
At a hotel he cheated

Tamia
What you mean

Jimmy
A lady named brittany

Tamia
I'll send you some money thanks for all the info

Jimmy
Okay thanks

I sent him 300 then I got up I took a shower I put on shorts and a shirt I put on my slides I got in my car I drove to the hospital I went to august's room he was still in a coma I sat by him kara wasnt here I sat holding his hand

" hey auggie wake up baby come on " I said I started talking to him

" auggie remember when you told me we could be friends even if we wasnt together or I said if you ever needed to talk I'm your girl please wake up I need to talk now " I said I was crying I kissed his hand I got I was about to walk out I heard the monitor beep I looked he opened his eyes I got the doctor

" welcome back Mr alsina " his doctor said he checked him I held august's hand I kissed it the doctor left

" August why you trying to leave us " I said " I'm sorry I didnt know I anyone really wanted me here " he said " august you have two beautiful children and a girlfriend who need you " I said " she definitely took my daughter and broke up with me why I was in a coma " he said

" you heard everything " I said " yes talk to me " he said " you cause you going to say i told you so " i said he kissed my hand

" come on i wont say that " he said " move over " i said i got in the bed with him

" he is cheating on me and i think he fell out of love I feel like I gave him babies when I wasnt ready but I love him so I married him " i said " maybe he wasn't ready to settle down I know he loves you though " he said " no he cheated 3 times now aug i didnt sign up for this " i said " i know it's okay baby just tell him how you feel " he said

" let be practice " i said " go ahead " he said " i love you but i feel like you dont love me anymore dobt matter how long we been together i think we should get a divorce your in love with someone who is not me I'm sorry I'm a mother and I cant have sex every night or be out at the clubs for hours I'm sorry I'm in love with someone else " I said " tamia look at me " he said I looked at him " you are in love with him you married him and twins mia try again cause I know you hate me you dont love me mia" he said " but I do love you I thought if I talked to him that night you would be mad I just wanted you jealous but you left me and I fell for him then you almost died that showed me I married the wrong person " I said " I slept with your best friend I gave her my seed I had a baby on you hate me just like everyone else I need you to hate me everyone who loves me or I love always does or leaves me tamia hate me " he said

" no cause my whole life is a lie my moms just got a divorce with my dad but he is not my dad and I met my dad and I lost my best friend and the music is taking over my life I want to be the tamia that can go to anywhere or do anything now I have a daughter and a son to show the world " I said " tamia you are amazing and i know your a good ass mother and your a great person you know your life is still perfect you still have her mom and sister " he said " I'm sorry " I said " your good just talk to your man tamia " he said " no I need you good I need you " I said