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<P> I still recognise his features though, the sick memories never leave my thoughts. I have Nathan to protect my now though, cool, laid back Nathan who would do absoloutely anything for my safety. Nathan told me if Alfie ever talks to me again he will murder himwith his own two hands, I wouldn't want that to happen to anyone but just knowing Nathan would do something like that for me makes me a little bit happier.<BR><BR><BR>''Jelly do you have doritos?'' Nathan asked longingly making me giggle. <BR><BR><BR>''I think so.'' I replied, tightening my grip arund him and taking in his comforting smell. I felt his hands push against me but I didn't release him, I held tighter wanting him to stay. He sighed and relaxed his body. ''NatNat needs doritos.'' He stated like it was a fact. <BR><BR><BR>''No, your breath will smell bad.'' I told him, a smile forming on my lips, I pushed myslf from him and walked over to the full length mirror, feeling an ache around my lips. My botom lip had a slight swelling from letting Nathan pierce it. I trust him though so I listen to everything he says, even when he said it wouldn't hurt I believed him. He lied. <BR><BR>''I think Jelly looks sexy with her lip pierced.'' Nathan called, coming up behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist.<BR><BR>''Jelly thinks Nathan infected her lip.'' I mumbled. We aways refer to ourselves a someone else when in a childish mood. Nathan always says NatNat and Jelly instead of I and you so I copy his technique.<BR><BR>''Your a beautiful princess.'' He whispered into my ear, making me smile and a tremble of butterflies formed in my stomach.<BR><BR>I studied my silver stood that pressed against my red lips, I guess it was different I wouldn't call myself beautiful like Nathan always seems to call me. Im pretty normal if you ask me, I have red curls (more like frizz) and tanned skin, vivid green eyes that don't really do anything for meapart frommake me look about eight.<BR><BR>Nathan leaned lower and planted a kiss on my bush of red curls. ''Do you love me?'' I questioed him in all seriousness, I knew he wasn't going to say 'I love you' he never does he makes it out in a more silly way but I just like to hear it.<BR><BR><BR>''More than cherry pie.'' He answered and turned me to face him. His face changed into a serious one and I smiled as I thought he was about to declare his undying love for me. ''If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live with out you.'' He quoted Winnnie the Pooh, I make him watch it with me all the time I didn't know he actually payed attention to the words. I grinned and pulled him into a hug, wincing in pain when my lip accidentally hit his shoulder.<BR></P>

<P><BR>''You said my piercing wouldn't hurt.'' I whined in frustration and pulled away from him.<BR><BR>''And Rose told Jack she'd never let go.'' He informed me making me frown. <BR><BR>''She kept him in her heart.'' I responded like titanic and Roses dilemma of keeping Jack or letting him go was the easiest thing to understand ever. <BR><BR>''Not literally.'' He mumbled and turned away from me and made his way to the door.<BR><BR>''If you think your getting any doritos, your wrong.'' I announed, folliwing his footsteps down my house stairs. My parents had gone to some winter festival for my Dad's work.<BR><BR>''Doritos are like whores, theymake me happy.'' He revealed randomly.<BR><BR>''Your a dick.'' I joked as we reached the bottom of the stairs.<BR><BR>''Im your dick.'' He pointed out, stopping in the hallways when he realised what he just said. I burst out laughing and hugged him from behind. <BR><BR>''Silly Edward Cullen.'' I commented, making fun of his pale skin.</P>

<P><BR><BR>''Evil bitch.'' He pushed back at me, knowing i'd take it as a joke. Teasing eachother was in our daily routine. I walked in strides as he pulled me into my exquisite white kitchen, my arms still hooked around him, I let go when we reached the counter and stood on my tip toes to pull the doritos from the spotless white cupboard above the counter. Not one to brag or anything but my cleaning skills are above average. Im such a saddo I thought to myself as I grabbed the bag of doritos and opened them quickly. A hand reached around my waist and pulled on the bag. </P>

<P>''NatNat has to beg for a crisp.'' I told him in a 'Mum' tone. <BR><BR>He moaned and let go of the bag, I turned to see him on one knee. ''Is this a proposal?'' I asked ''Because if it is Iwant you to hire a talking dove to pay compliments to me for the magical effect.'' I demanded.<BR><BR><BR>''How romantically weird.'' He spoke. A smile formed on his lips as he put his other knee to the ground and held his hands out in front of me.<BR><BR>''Please, please, please can I have a dorito?'' He pleaded. I laughed at his stupidness and threw a crisp into his hand which he immediately pressed it into his mouth. For an eighteen year old boy he acted more like a five year old. I turned around and poured some doritos into an empty dish that was placed on the counter. I was about to eat a crisp when Nathan spoke. <BR><BR><BR>''Nu huh, no crisps for you, lip piercing's need soup and water.'' He told me and pulled the crisp from my hand. <BR><BR>''That's unfair, what about my daily swissroll? I regret this.'' I sighed, pointing slightly to my lip, I turned around with the bowl of crisps and handed them to Nathan.<BR><BR>''Karma's a bitch.'' He laughed, I watched as he left the kitchen and headed for the living room.<BR><BR>''So are you.'' I mumbled to myself and followed him like a lost puppy into the living room.<BR></P>