living with 5sos

meeting the boys

As I walk through the airport I look around seeing if I can spot michale in the big crowd. Just when I start to panick my eyes land on a boy with a cardboard piece with my name written on it i wondered who he was and how he new my name then i realized who it was.......  it was Michael he looks so much diffrent I mean I know its been nine years but I almost couldent recognize him. I slowley walk over to him scared of what his reaction would  be but  when he sees me his eyes go really big and he runs to me grabbing my arm making me flinch he seemed to notcie because he quickley pulled his hand away but then  grabbed me in a big hug whispering  in my ear "iam so sorry." I knew he was talking about my parents so I stepped away  fighting  back tears I didnt want to cry infront of him so I just simply nodded "right" he said "so this is ashton" a cute boy with curly brown hair stepped forward shaking my hand never taking his eyes off mine his gaze made me uncomfortable so I quickly looked away. "This is Calum" Michael continued a boy with black hair and brown eyes stepped forward hugging me tight I jumped not expecting to get a hug "sorry" he says smiling "but family of michales have to be  friends of mine" I give him a friendly smile and turn to the next boy who was staring down at his phone "and last but not least this is Luke" Michale says. Luke just looks at me and noddes quickly then returns looking back down at his phone. To be honest I was kinda scared of Luke he reminds me of the boys that use to bully me I mean I understand why they did iam ugly with my black hair that falls to the  middle of my  back I hate my hair the boys at my school always used to pull and tug on it then theres my eyes there big and blue I think they look like bug eyes and my face ugh its just so ugly the only thing I like about myshelf are my freckels. The bulling started in fifth grade I had asked the teacher if I could use the bathroom but there was a strict policy of only going to the bathroom on bathroom break so

he told me no  I sat back down in my chair  wiggling all over the place trying to hold it but I just couldent and so I peed my pants  my classmates started to poin and laugh and call me names and ever since that day people pick on me there new favorite name to call  me is  miss pissy pants. Sad to say it but iam sixteen and ive never kissed anyone before I wish I could have but iam just not good enough for anyone I have had a boyfriend though even though that was in seventh grade  and only lasted for three days. Michael grabbed my arm making me snap back to reality saying " earth to willow its time to go to the car" I replied with  a quite "sorry" following him out of the airport and  into his car. Michael drove while Luke rode shot gun and I sat squished in the middle of Ashton and Calum "if you need to use the restroom speak now are forever hold your peace because its gonna be another three hours before we get to the house and iam trying not  to make any pit stops" Michael announced. This is gonna be a long ride I can already tell.