"You're worthless, no one will ever date you." "Yeah, your not worth anything." "You're useless, you can't do anything right." Those voices filled my head. I couldn't do anything about it. I had schizophrenia, it's horrible. Nothing you'll ever want to live with. Sadly I got diagnosed with it and living with it is a real pain. The voices mostly tell you bad things. Such things I just demonstrated. This really isn't working out. Suicide is a real option. Mainly just to escape all the voices that tell me I should anyway. The only reason I'm still alive is the thought of losing to the voices. I don't know why but that thought scares me. The thought of losing to all those voices telling me I'm worthless is haunting. Whatever I'm rambling. That explains what's going.
