Crybaby | Lil Peep

Ready?

7PM

I can do it.I can.He is my friend.He is open minded.He is gonna understand it right ?

I have been on my bed repeating myself this for about 1 hour at least.Fuck.Im a strong boy.I can tell him.

- IM HERE BRO,he screamed while putting his hands on my shoulders

Holy freaking shit Gus,shut the fuck up you scared me.Cant you just knock like everyone ?

-But I'm not like everyone so no.Sorry bitch Gus said while taking a soda in the fridge.

-I saw that,*laugh*,what did you do today tho?

-Licking pussies as usual,I don't know why you are asking if you know the answer btw.
He laughs

My phone started vibrating.Someone sent me a message :

Max😎:

-Fuck I'm so sorry Sam I can't come bro.My gf absolutely wants me to stay at her fr family shitty reunion.Imma die 😭

-Lmao dw Max anyway Gus is here.See you at your funeral bro😎

-LMAO YOURE SO FUNNY LOLL😑But srsly what was the stuff you wanted to tell us absolutely ?

-No never mind.Nobody give a fuck anyway.May be gonna tell you tmw

-Are u serious? It's been 3fr days you're annoying us with your shit and now you don't want to tell us anymore 🙄

I put my phone in my pocket and sat on the sofa.
« Max cant come bro »

Gus sat next to me and started smoking.He knows I hate when he do that.One day he is probably gonna die from it but he doesn't want to listen to me so...

« Stop That shit bro that's dangerous » I said
-No don't worry I know how to control it. ».He winks
He started drinking when suddenly « Oh by the way what did you want to tell us today tho ?»

Holy fuck.I hoped he forgot it but no..
I started sweating and my hands were shaking.I literally couldn't breathe anymore

I can do it.He is not gonna judge me .He is a good friend.He is not gonna care.

-Oh no nothing,never mind Gus

I can't.Im fucking weak...

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Hi everyone thank you for reading this first chapter Please comment for letting me know your opinion.What do you think Sam wanted to tell the guys?.Also share the story please❤️

Some things you need to know :

-Be indulgent knowing that English ISNT my first language.If I make mistake please tell me I want to improve
-Im gonna change some details about Gus's real life for it to fit my story.So don't get offended if you see something false,that's intentional !
- My edit account is @strangerdale.ae don't hesitate to follow me here.Gonna post about Gus soon ✨