11pm No sleep, 12am No sleep
1am No sleep, 2am No sleep
3amNo sleep, 4am No sleep
What am I delusional? Anxious? Paranoid?
I don't know
I feel nothing
No emotions
No remorse
No love
No pain
Just boredom of the same lies the same story repeating again and again
Pain, torture, slow
Lies lies lies
Death hatred pain
Family broke ache
Prayer weep patience
So many words yet no speech
I'm
Mute in my emotions.
