"Fuck off"
he says too harshly as he storms out of the bar opens his car door and gets inside full of anger and hits car's turn wheel
"Ugh that dickface really thought he has a chance with me"
He calms down and drives home.
His big huge house yet he still lives alone a lot of mess around there since he always breaks stuffs whenever hes angry he thinks to himself that he shouldn't do that and should control himself but he fails nonetheless.
He walks to kitchen and drinks a glass of water and goes to his room and sits down on the floor his back touching the bed he breathes in and out and decides to take a shower he takes off his clothes and goes in the bathroom and turn on the shower he sits down in the shower and cries.
"I just want a way out of this loneliness is that too much to ask" he whispers.
After finishing showering he puts on some clothes and pour that wine sitting on a his table into a glass and starts drinking too tired too make himself some food to eat and he starts thinking about his life how it's so messed up the boyfriend he thought would never leave him alone and will be there for him whenever he needs him but yet again there's no sign of lee taeyong he tried texting him but no reply.
Perhaps hes too busy with his own life or maybe he never loved ten, he hated himself more every single day he's tired of everything he tries so hard to be good to everyone but then still he treats everyone way too bad he wants to be nice to everyone but he still fails at that too,
"I think I'm better off alone"
he says and throws the bottle of wine on the wall and it breaks into millions of pieces until he hears footsteps walking up on the stairs faster and faster and there is lee taeyong opens the door.
"Ten what have you done to yourself"
he says and quickly comes close to ten and hugs him but ten doesn't hug him back this time not anymore so he pushes him away not harshly.
"I'm fine"
Ten says not wanting to share anything with taeyong anymore and he looks away he just wants taeyong to leave he doesn't need him anymore hes just hurting himself giving hope that taeyong still loves him.
What ten doesn't know that taeyong does love him maybe more than ten will ever know but taeyong had his own reasons too .
"Please just leave me alone"
"What? No! I'm not leaving you not like this"
"Oh please its not like you've ever been here its normal it heppens every day taeyong and youre never here so you can leave now too"
Taeyong's heart breaks listening to those words but he won't let his tears come out of his eyes and he just looks down
"Please ten p-please let me stay with y-you"
"I SAID LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE TAEYONG"
Ten screams and punches on the mirror in front him making his knuckles bleed taeyong had no choice but to just leave
He leaves and slams the door shut behind him letting his emotions win over him now and he quickly leaves the house.
