I didn't think it would happen. I didn't think I would heal
I honestly never thought I'd have the ability to feel.
I remember it all! I remember that smell that laugh that love.
I remember that perfect feeling, we fit just like a glove.
But I remember the dark and hole of despair. Because I had lost it. Gone into thin air! I had lost that feeling when butterflies fly right through your stomach and that joy it bursts and it sends you sky high! That feeling of love I knew it so true that feeling of love I knew it with you. I felt all those things, and I thought I'd never survive. Through all those nights when I laid my head down and cried. Through all those nights I wondered and stared off in the distance. Was this a mistake?
Did I do something wrong? Did I not know what was at stake?
I gave my heart so fully my life and love so hard. I gave you fucking everything! And you left! You left my heart scared!
It took me so long and still I could not completely repair, it will always hurt a little but at least it isn't despair. Like a bone that you break it heals but never mends. Sometimes in the cold I can still feel that bone bend
I didn't think it would happen. I didn't think I would heal
I honestly never thought I'd have the ability to feel.
Then out of now where, you came along! I didn't see you straight away we had been friends for so long. I didn't see you standing right there. Reaching out so close to me?
How could I not see you there? Your smile your laugh and even your glare! How had I missed such a beautiful thing? Blinded by quick thrills and flashy nights out. They all seemed like nothing, when I realised beyond doubt, that you are it
You are everything I had felt before but some how so much more! You make me mad you make me happy and everything in between. But you make me feel loved. Like its right off a movie scene! I honestly never thought I would ever be here again. To love someone completely! I never want it to end. You aren't like the first, the second or the third. Your my end game! Because even with all the fights those 3 words are all I have ever heard!
They are all I have ever felt, in your actions and your words
It's I love you!
And I know for you sure you do because that broken bone isn't so broken when I'm with you.
I love you ❤️
Thank you
