Child! Connor x Reader

Chapter 4

"Your shirts right. You are a mini boss!" I said. "You-you really think so?" He asked sniffling. "I know so!" I said. He giggled. "He is nothing but a little shit!" Conan yelled. "Don't listen to him baby. He's just jealous." I said. He nodded. I set him in the back seat. I buckled him up. "I'm so glad you're safe!" Connor yelled laughing. "I am too sweetie." I smiled. "(Y/n) you and I are going to talk tonight! DO YOU HEAR ME?!" Conan yelled.

(Conan's POV)
After I said that she just ignored me. 'DAMNIT! YOU LOST HER YOU DUMBASS! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!' I yelled at myself. I am so mad I just lost the person that makes me feel human! I'm so stupid! I walked inside and slammed the door. Hank, (y/n), and Connor were already gone. I just screamed at the top of my "lungs" from anger. "I'M SO STUPID! I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU OR SCARE YOU! I WAS JUST MAD! PLEASE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! I KNOW YOU'RE MAD BUT PLEASE I BEG OF YOU DON'T IGNORE ME OR HATE ME! PLEASE FORGIVE ME! GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE! I'LL BE BETTER!" I yelled even though I know she can't hear me. I saw her phone on the ground. I walked over and picked it up. "Maybe if I try to fix this she will talk to me and not be mad." I sighed looking at the broken phone. "We work together too. So this means she has to talk to me during cases. Right? So even if I don't or can't fix the phone she'll still talk to me. But I want attention! I don't want to just talk! Why did I do that?! DAMNIT I'M SUCH A DUMBASS!!!!!" I just gripped my hair really hard from so much anger. I was full of anger and sadness but I mostly was scared. I heard the front door open and I whipped my head towards the sound. I saw (Y/n). I violently wiped my eyes from any tears. "What do you want?" I asked coldly. "Don't you even Conan. I heard everything you said." She casually folded her arms and furrowed her brows. "I didn't mean it." I lied. "Mhm, right." I just looked away I started fiddling with my fingers. "Conan, I know you were freaking out because you thought I wasn't gonna talk to you anymore." I just moved to where my back was facing her. I saw her walk in front of me. I went to turn but she followed. She sat down in front of me. "Come on, I know you want to talk." I just covered my face with my hands. I felt her hands on my wrists. She let go. After a few seconds it was quiet until I heard someone running towards me. I uncovered my face and looked where I could hear the noise but was knocked over and pinned down. I just stared at her in shock. "I knew I could get you to look at me." She said smirking. I just made a blank face again. Making myself look emotionless. She got closer to my face. My "heart" was beating really fast now. I hated I couldn't stop it, but at the same time I liked it. I looked the other way not wanting to be seen weak. She grabbed my chin and made me look at her, but she kissed me as soon as I looked at her face. I was surprised so I didn't kiss back. After a second I kissed back wrapping my arms around her. We broke the kiss and I hid my face in her neck. I was basically hugging her at this point. I was smiling big also. "Is everything still not true?" She asked in a mocking tone. I just stayed quiet. "I didn't know you were an introvert." She said with the same tone. "Alrighty then, I guess I will just leave. I mean you don't just want to talk." She started getting up. I whimpered. "Oh, what was that?" She asked. "Hmmm, okie." She fully got up and I whimpered more. "I never knew you had a dog here. Where is it?" She asked. I got up and just stood there. She came over got on her tippy toes and hugged me. I hugged back obviously. "Why-Why are you being so nice? I'm rude and cold but you treat me like nothing happened." She just hummed. "Because, Conan, I'm not the person that never forgives. I always forgive. You could kill me and I'd still forgive you." I just hugged her tighter. I felt her pet my head. "And you're not rude and cold. You're just hurt and scared." She said in a nice calming tone. "So, you're not mad?" I asked quietly. "No, of course not." She replied. "I think you should go." I said in a cold tone. "Why? I'm giving you attention." She said utterly confused. "Because I don't want to hurt you again." I could tell my machine part is taking over. I'm not fully Deviant so I go in and out of both of them. She just sighed. "Do you want me to leave?" She asked squinting her eyes. I looked away. 'No, I want you to stay.' "Yes." I lied. "Hmmm, are ya sure?" She pushed. 'No I'm not!' "Yes." I continued lying. "I don't know. You don't seem like you mean it." 'I don't mean it! I want you to stay!' "I mean it." She cleared her throat. "Say it to my face." 'What? I-I can't! I want you to stay! I want you to stay! Please stay!' "Conan." 'Stay! Please? Stay.' I felt something touch my nose. "Boop." I looked at her. "I-you-umm." 'I WANT YOU TO STAY!' "Please stay." I tightly shut my eyes and gritted my teeth. "If you think I find you weak you're wrong." I looked at her. "Really? Most people would say I'm weak." I looked down. "Well, their uneducated." I looked at her. I pulled her into a hug. "I love you so much (y/n)." She chuckled. "I love you too Conan." I smiled at this.