PROBLEMS

~Chapter 4~

I sat up and started to get ready. I just put on a simple dress it was dark red and the only dress i felt okay in. I put it on, and paired it with a black heels. I just straightened my hair and applied some hair spray. 

Luna's dress (below)

Then sky's horn honked outside. I grabbed my phone, gum, and my wallet, i put them in my purse. I made my way outside. I got in the back seat of the car. seeing Raven was already in the front seat.

~skip car ride~

we turned onto the same road we turned on a week prior, i saw the same thing as last time. Expensive looking cars lined the side of the street. I started wondering if i'd see peep at this party, i missed his smile. It actually made me wanna smile, and i don't feel that way very often anymore. plus he was chill. Sky parked the car on the side of the road. We had to park pretty far away since the street was filled with cars.

 So we got out and began making are way to the house. As we approached the house i could hear the music blaring, i think i'm gonna be def by the end of the night. we made are way to the drink table, i poured sky, Raven and i some shots of vodka. I downed the shot throwing my head back. We took two more shots each,  i then decided to grab a beer. "lets go find some chill people to chill with for awhile" Raven stated. Great socializing, i suck at being social. My anxiety makes it hard to talk to new people, but then again it makes a lot of things hard. 

I followed them as they pushed through the crowd of people. "aye look, there's Taylor, Shae, and Jackson from school lets go see what there up to" sky said as she pointed towards them. Great... i followed them over, once we reached them i just stood there awkwardly. I felt my anxiety building up. "hey Luna" Jackson said to me. "h-hey" i replied. "you look beautiful tonight" he said. "oh uh thanks" i said. "you wanna go get another drink" he said pointing to my empty beer. "sure" i said reluctantly something felt off i was getting bad vibes. My gut was trying to tell me something. i just brushed it off. 

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Jackson and i had drank a couple of beers by now, i was drunk but aware. "your really hot" he said getting uncomfortable close to me. He then pinned me up against the wall and tried to kiss me. I pushed him off of me his expression went from calm to angry. "yo, just let me kiss you" he said pinning me back against the wall. "NO, GET OFF OF ME" I raised my voice. "Nah, not until i get a kiss" he said forcing his lips on mine. I was overwhelmed and scared, I brought my knee up and knee'd him in the dick. He fell to the floor holding his crotch and groaning. 

I ran away to the back yard and sat down on the steps beginning to cry. It wasn't the first time someones forced me to do something i didn't want to do, my ex did it all the time. I continued crying. "you okay, Luna" I turned to see "peep" sitting next to me. "yeah i'm just great.." i said sarcastically as i slurred from being so drunk. "aye, don't play. what happened" he asked. "nothing... i don't wanna talk about it" i replied and i wiped the tears from my eyes. "want a hug?" he asked. I thought about it for a minute and decided to except the offer. "sure" i said going to hug him. He smelled like weed and alcohol with a hint of calone. I pulled away and went back to sitting down putting my head down. "you wanna go smoke, it always helps me take my mind of shit" he said. "uhm sure why not" I replied. I followed him as we made are way to the same bench we smoked at last time. I sat down next to him as he pulled out a blunt from his pocket lighting it. 

Peep's (pov)

when i came out and saw her crying it made me upset, and when we hugged all i could smell was alcohol. I took the blunt out of my pocket and lit it. I took a hit then passed it to Luna she took a hit and blew the smoke out her nose and the remainder out her mouth. "you always gotta show off, like damn" i said joking which made her laugh. "oh shush" she slurred damn she was drunk as fuck. "how much did you drink?" i asked taking the blunt as she passed it to me. "Uhm... i took some shots earlier, then i had a couple of beers i dont know how many tho i cant remember" she slurred and giggled after she finished.

 I wanted to ask for her number but i was fucking nervous. "Can i get your number?" I asked i was scared of what she'd say. "Hmm, sure" she slurred she gave me her phone and i passed her mine. I entered my number and set my contact name as "peep" I handed her phone back and she handed mine back. we continued to smoke the blunt as we continued to talk, soon enough it was gone and i could feel the high. I heard her phone buzz she picked it up and began typing. "my friends are heading home and there my ride, text me later though" she said getting up and heading back inside. i just thought about her for awhile before heading inside myself. 

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i think my writing is shit... but let me know what you think. feed back always helps. Anyways hope your having a good day. K im out peace ✌️