I feel weak.
How can I fight this?
I feel lonely.
I need to stop this.
It's getting in my head
Like thorns slowly killing me.
Can someone please help?
Help me break free.
They don't understand me
They won't even try
Disappointment is all they see
But all I ask is why?
Everything seems unclear
Because of the tears in my eyes
They don't even feel fear
As they see me cry.
"For once, please listen!"
"This isn't my plan!"
"It was an accident! "
"But now it is done."
When will they see
that I do my best?
But I keep my head up
Thinking this is just a test.
A challenge from the world
that I try to handle
But can I though?
That, I always ponder.
What can I do?
That's what they see.
When they find a problem,
they point their fingers at me.
I've always thought,
Were they even concerned?
Yes.We've always fought.
Always with the "You never learn."
Now I see them laugh.
Don't they know I suffer?
Thinking what I did wasn't enough.
Thinking I'm a disappointment.
All those emotions,
the things I felt.
Are the things
that I left unsaid.
