"5 6 7 and 8" I counted as we finished our routine. I bet your wandering what Im doing. Well I'm captain of a dance team. And we just finished practicing. We have a big competition coming up.
"Ok guys, bring it in." We all circle up. "You guys did pretty good today. But you can do better. Tomorrow I want to see smiles and enthusiasm. Or you know we could just run." "Nooo" They all yell.
"So then you all better get it together." We say our closing prayers and go into our huddle. "You all are free to leave." I say.
You know that feeling you get when you feel like your being followed. Yeah, thats what I'm feeling right now.
"Is that her?" One of the voices asked. "Yeah. I think that's the girl he was talking about." "Well lets get her."
When I heard that I started sprinting to my car. I was almost there when one of the boys jumped on me. I started pushing and kicking as they tried to chloroform me.
One of them pinned my arms down and held my head stiil as the other one put the cloth over my mouth.
Everything went black.
******Later******
I woke up tied to a chair. I heard those same voices talking and a new voice.
"Where is she?" The new voice said.
"She's in the basement." One of the old voices said.
"Carter, please don't hurt her. She has a dance team. And a competition." The other old voice said. "Who said I was going to hurt her?" The voice I recognized as Carter said.
"Well if I know you then I know that you're either about to rape her or take your anger out on her." Everything got silent.
"Alex, if she's cute enough then I'll just fuck her and send her on her way. If it makes you feel any better I'm not even angry." There was a sigh of relief.
"Robert what's her info?" Carter said. Please let me be ugly please let me e ugly.
"She's fine as fuck. She's in 12th grade. She's captain of every varsity sport team at her school. She's captain of the varsity dance team at her school. She's captain of a varsity level 3 college all stars dance team. And she is fine as fuck"
Well damn. Hw knows all my info. "You got a picture." Silence. "That's her?" Carter yelled. "Yeah" Robert said.
"Where the hell are my condoms?" Carter said.
I tried to get out of the ropes. I heard foot steps and I still wasn't out of the rope. The door opened and I pretended o be asleep.
"Get yo fine ass up." Carter said. I looked up at him.
"Hello Madysen." He said "My name is Carter." I still just looked at him. I'm going to ask you a question and you are going to answer. Got it?" I nod.
"You ever had sex?" I shook my head no.
"You want to?" I shook my head no.
"Well today is not your lucky day." He said. My eyes went wide with fear. He cut the rope off and led me upstairs into a bed room. He pushed me on a bed an started kissing me.
***
He pulled himself from inside of me. I can't believe he just snatched my innocence away. Like ot was nothing. I fought my best to keep him away. But I just wasn't stong enough.
Why do all of the fucked up things have to happen to me? I'm not bad. I make good grades. I'm captain of everything I do.
"You're a really good fighter." He says "But you are not better than me." He pulls me close to him. I feel him against my nude body.
"Go to sleep." He commands. Carter, fuck you nigga.
"I just did." He says. I said that out loud? Oh well.
I just continue to cry softly. "Can I go home?" I ask. "Get your shit, bitch." Well excuse me. You just snatched away my virginity you little hoe. Shouldn't I be the one thats upset?
He takes me home. My legs are killing me. I hope I never see him again. He's ugly.
Boom clap the sound of our heart the beat goes-
I slap my alarm clock. No purpose in being happy. I put on some black legging and a white t-shirt with my all white nikes.
I pull my hair up into a messy bun. I have that i dont care attitude because truthfully I don't. Why should I?
I leave for school not saying anything to my mom or my siblings. Because I dont care.
