Issues and Fun

Life of Depressed Boy

I am Bob. I live my life trying to get over my depression. I have cut before and that was a long time ago. The scars from then are gone. Thank god. My brother and sister are very supportive. The most fun I have ever had was when I learned South Korean from a South Korean friend that died. Ye-jun. He was so kind.  My depression has caused so many people trouble. I feel guilty all the time. It is a horrible thing to have. After Ye-Jun died I turned to the song "Fake Love" to hear the beautiful South Korean words again, this time in song. Ace had difficulty with talking to everyone he met for years. I wish I had it as easy as being nervous all the time, instead of dealing with the voices of my suicidal thoughts. There could be worse I guess. Like Aphantasia, Anorexia, Dementia, Tourette's, those are some things that my friends deal with that are way worse than mine. So I guess I have it a little better than them. Ace will be going to the doctor tomorrow for a update on his meds and if he has any other disorders. You know we all have it kinda bad in all. There are people who deal with nothing and live their lives happily.