I loved him like no one else
I put my heart on the line
and all for nothing but to have everything abstract brake
I'm surprised that I'm not 6 feet under from emotions
the small sea of love for him I had is gone
and it was my all my fault
a dream shattered due to a guy named kai and over 20 lies
3 chances gone by all grasped and thrown away
spat on
stamped on.
he was perfect for me but threes a crowd which I'm terrified of
I had him by my side for so long but now I need to walk my own path
I trip and fall
bruised, cut, cracked, falling.
is there anyone else for me?
I ask myself everyday, the answer changing each time
yes, no, maybe, if there is you'll be blind, go back there isn't.
life's a roller-coaster and mines spiralling down and down relentlessly
someone help
get me out of this nightmare
before my hope is shattered and broken and I can't claim it back
