do you ever wonder just why you exiest and what you are suppost to do? sometimes i just feel adrif in the world like rocky waters that can never stay calm or peacful. lately ive been having alot of panic attacks and self doubt i love this person but it feels like everyones aginst me im struggling just to stay aflot and to breath. its like every breath i take is loded up with tons of rocks and dirt and that its clogging my throught and my lungs are heavy and my chest hurts is this how love feels when ur forced to seperate from that special someone who cares for you and wpnt leave you?if this is how it feels then i dont ever want to fall for some one agin everone i knoiw is aginst us and they finally got wanted and i hope that they are happy cuz im not aflot anymore my life vest was ripped awaay from me and theirs no shore in sight.
BINABASA MO ANG
kind of like poetry?
Randomme describing everything in the only way I can this is gonna be a messed up diary or journal of sorts
