I'm LOST

Chapter 1 (WHO ARE YOU?)

"Who are you?" I asked the guy who held my hand.

I just woke up and I feel like I've been asleep for days since my throat feels dry. I roamed my eyes around the room and saw that there are a lot of people, staring at me like I just asked a very ridiculous question.

"Please don't play a prank on me Vi." I look at the guy with questioning eyes. I don't even know what he's saying. I'm so confused and now I'm starting to feel nervous.

What am I missing? What the hell is happening? Why am I in a hospital bed? These are some of the questions I so want to ask them but can't since my head is starting to hurt so bad that made me dizzy and now my breathing is not stable and slowly I found myself gasping for air and .....

"Vi! No! No! No! Doc! please save my....."

that was the last thing I heard before darkness consumed me.

Life is not just about rainbows and unicorns and butterflies and other positive things. Life is also about darkness and challenges that will stop you from living and enjoying your life to the fullest.

It has been 2 days since the first time I woke up from my coma. I found out that I was in an accident last month. I was in bed for that whole month and I was also in and out of the ICU (Intensive Care Unit) since my condition was not yet stable.

And now I just learned that I have an amnesia. The saddest thing about having this condition I have right now is that everything about my past even my name, I can't remember them. It's like my brain was put in to a reset. Whenever I think of my past, all I can get is nada, nothing at all except of course of some headaches.

Compared to 2 days ago, there are 5 people inside my room right now. I guess one of them is my doctor since one of them is obviously wearing a doctor's gown and is also checking my vital signs. After checking everything, I heard him say to take things slowly to the other people inside my room and after that he went out.

A lady wearing a very elegant dress went to my side and kissed my forehead. She then hold my hand and with teary eyes she said, " Thank God your alive my love. I was so worried. I thought I lost you". I just stared at her wondering who she is and as if knowing what I was thinking she introduced herself as my mother.

Another person went to my side and introduced himself as my father. He hugged me so tight and I can feel him shaking. He got teary eyed as well. He kissed my forehead saying he was sorry for not protecting me from the accident.

When I looked around my hospital room, I can feel that they were feeling so emotional. I guess they love me so much to feel this way. The last person in the room came to me and introduced himself as my bestfriend. His name is Matthew Joshua Tan. He also put me into a tight embrace. They talk and talk about how they felt when I opened my eyes saying it was a miracle since my doctor said that there's just a 30% chance of survival on my condition. I guess I was lucky?

I learned that my name is Violet Angelene Monique Villa. A magna cum laude of the degree in business managment at the age of 20. I was kind of shocked when I heard it from my mother. She just laughed at my reaction and said that being smart runs in our family. I also learned that I have a twin brother, his name is Vince Angelo Monte Villa a summa cum laude with the degree of bachelor of science in Civil Engineering. We're that smart hah. He was the guy who held my hand and was so worried, when I woke up for the first time from my coma.

They talk and talk about the things I love to do. I guess they're just so happy and excited that I survived this tragedy, since they can't stop talking. But I can't help it. I still don't remember anything. Even my name sounds foreign to me. So I just listened to them while they talk. My bestfriend sit next to my hospital bed.

"Do you want to eat something Ange?" He asked me with hopeful eyes.

"No, I'm not hungry. But can I ask for a glass of water? I'm kind of thirsty though."

He excitedly get a glass of water. I watched him more like stared at him. How come I have a guy best friend and not a girl? I know there's nothing wrong about having a guy best friend but I can't help myself but wonder.

"So when did we became best friends? I asked him after drinking. He seems happy that I asked him.

"Since we were 12 years old Ange."

Oh that long now eh.

"Yup that long!"

I must've said it out loud. We talked about our other bestfriend her name is Amour Julian Celeste. He said that Julie wasn't here due to her singing career. But he told me that her concert was almost put onto hold because she wanted to stay by my side but her manager literally drag her out of this hospital.

And I can't help but laugh at what he said. I must say I have a crazy friend.

He talks a lot about everything until my eyes grew tired. I didn't realized that I was sleepy. I guess Matthew kissed me in my forehead because I heard my brother yelled at him

"Don't be that touchy to my sister you as*hole!"

before darkness consumed me.

In the afternoon, after my sleep, my mom, said that I just have to be in the hospital for a week to rest before I can go home. I don't know if I'll be excited about it or not.

Everything still feels weird and foreign to me. I still have to not stress about remembering everything though. My head will just hurt if I force myself to it. And also my brother said that I should take everything slowly and that I should not be pressure about it.