Him (on hold)

Chapter 1: Hello campus!

SOPHOMORE YEAR WITH SUYOPHAMORE FRIENDS!

Hey, allow me to introduce my self. This is just an experience where I can reminisce and has a freedom to express. I'm not gonna waste your time just by adding an Authors Note. Why? Because I'm gradually letting my mind who's screaming many words which gave me a thought of writing here. I am also not an author but just a pure reader. This I hate but I am blabbering so, to end it. Adios 🌊

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Shawnels POV
Yeah, what I love most is attending class, it give me tons of time to rest, sleep and spend money to my hearts content? Ops! My money!!! Gosh my friends are so pitiful not to afford a single brunch. And repugnance seemed to be obvious. I tried to hide it by smiling and feeding them more.
As we sat down to our hideout., we stared each other and just for a second my friend pulled out a notebook and book from her bag and showed to us this and that—- She really is trustworthy, she is, she is smart academically. Indeed. But she lacks guidance. She is so overused and drugged? I loathed her boyfriend who didn't love her but she herself was out of mind and is crawling for him! Where did all dignity of this girl go?

As I wander my eyes and feel the breeze touches my skin which causes some goosebumps, I uh, I O My Gosh the lemon inside me signal me to squeeze it right now. As in NOW! I hurriedly grab my friend and went our way to the powder room. As I completely locked myself inside, I started to squeeze it inchmeal. This is the moment where happiness can be defined for me, It's pleasurable you know peeing and not giving myself a hard time because I am not so lazy to go to the nearest powder room. I wash my hand and as we are heading back to our place, I saw a bunch of hunks where I can sense that they had fun playing with my 3 other friends. And the girls? Tsk. THEY ARE ENJOYING!!! I am super pissed! I sit near them and play a game POU. I really love this game. I love Pou, I love banduria, Ugh. I'm into instruments by the way. Daddy sent me to FSPIF and I must say he is way too excited to buy me piano, guitar (which I don't use) and banduria (which is what I always play with) I love my boys friend, I love these girls though it seems like they are my girls cause I protect them from any harm. Duh, I am a girl to boys perspective too so whatever.

As I play and feeding myself at the same time with this large fries and frappe [hey don't judge] I am now facing with happiness again. Yie I am so touch with my own doings! Uh oh until the dota reaper passes by, actually I don't care. But he's irresistible and I'm being invincible!! Okay whatever. I calm my self with soothing words

Fries
Chicken
Chocofloat
J.Co
Krispy Kreme
Choco Butternut
Taho
*bat natagalan ako?

And yay! I'm back to my senses!
Okay I'm up for flashback again. So I have this neighbourhood I started to L I K E since grade 6 graduation I think? Yep. Stupid song "Bestfriend by Jason Cheng" i really don't have a best friend especially a neighbor but I am bored and as I watch music videos (good thing may internet kahit pa loadload pa kami noon) This animated cover Manga inspired of the song makes me.. Makes me want someone to be my bestfriend! And witty nonsensical brain pops up with idea. I send a message to his mom who's living abroad and I made up a lie saying "Tita good evening and goodnight. I want you to be aware that I am inlove with your son, I have this feeling where my heart's pounding as if I am from deadly run and I can't afford not receiving a respond from whoever to both of you"

And holy moly! Too late to realize that I just press the send button! I send a message to this whom-I-chose-to-be my-crush with a word "Don't believe what your mom's about to show, All my fault"

GOSH GOSH GOSH

Hays. I'm torturing and distracting my inner soul just by doing uncool things.
Someone who spank me wakes me from reminiscing and I'm not mad. I'm thankful. We decided to stay here until 4:30 and everyone nodded as if they agreed the idea of ditching. I plugged in my airpods and bow my head with my hand volunteering to be the pillow. I'm sleeping. Tired. I guess. Well. Lazyness.