Zaefri
It's not easy. My situation right now is easy. For a moment, you'll be smiling and laughing even just for a simple joke but then, after some moment, you'll be crying and panicking. You're going to feel alone like no one, even just a single person, doesn't even care for you.
What's happening to me?
Anxiety.
I've had it recently but damn! It kills. Having no one to talk to. Those people whom you've trust the most are the same persons who will turn their backs at you first.
Trying to explain yourself, you'll sound defensive, guilty. But when you try to not say anything, still they will judge you.
At this point of my life, I can't even clear my own mind. It's full of thoughts. Those negative thoughts that resulted in me, doing this thing.
The moment that light turns green, cars and other vehicles would start and rush their engines.
The moment that light turns green, I will start walking.
The moment that light turns green, it will be the end of me.
After a few seconds, I already started having my heavy steps.
I can hear those drivers shouting at me. Some are beeping. But there's one rushing car.
Thank you.
"Hey woman! Stop! "
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Ephemeral
FanfictionZaefri is already at the point of her life where she wants to have a permanent sleep,in short, death. Her plan was almost successful when someone tried to stop her. They became close but that 'someone' was hiding something from her, something that w...
