Hamari Choti Sy Dunya

His love for her!

"DI, DI, DI!" Arnav roared on top of his lungs interrupting her in between and slammed his hand on the small glass table, breaking it into pieces. Few shreds pierced into his palm too, causing the blood to ooze out but he cared less.

Khushi flinched back with the sudden hideous action but as soon as her eyes landed on his bloody palm, her eyes widened in shock and fear. She immediately step ahead to hold it but Arnav didn't allow.

"Arnavji you--" She tried to speak but Arnav cut her off again, this time shocking her with the words that left his mouth.

" Why is it always about di? Why everyone only cares about her feelings? Why don't anyone think about me? Why don't you think about me? Only me? Yeah right, I know why?! Because you and everyone else thinks that Arnav is a monster who doesn't feel any emotions, any pain. All those feelings are crap for him. Nothing matters to him. He is a heartless bastard who doesn't deserve any love. He should rot in hell for all his life or better die, because a callous like him don't deserve any happines. Isn't it Khushi?" Arnav rasped, in a broken voice.

Khushi felt her heart dropping. The pain in his eyes and tone made her shudder. How cruel words he was using for himself!

"Ar--Arnavji.." Khushi choked.

"Koi yeh kyun nhi dekhta k mjhy Kya chahiye? Kisi ko yeh kyun nazar nhi aata k mjhy kis cheez say khushi mil rhi hai? Aj tak mein ny sab k sab kuch Kya. Kisi ko koi kami nhi hony di. Har aik ki har khuwish puri ki lykn ab jab meri bari aae hai to sab peechy hat rhy hain. TUM bhi peechy hat rhi ho. Mjhy chor k ja rhi ho. Kyun? Meri khushi ki parwa kyun nhi hai kisi ko? Itny salon k bad mein ny yeh khuwaish ki koi sirf aur sirf mera ho. Koi aisa ho Jo sirf mjh say pyaar kary. Jisko sirf meri parwa ho. Jo hamesha sirf mera hoky rhy or phir mjhy tum mili. Meri itny salon k sabar ka phal. Meri saari khamosh duwaon ka jawab. Aur ab tum bhi mjhy chor k jana chahti ho. Kyun Khushi? (Why don't anyone see what I want? Why no one looks out for my happiness? Up till now, I did everything for everyone. I fulfilled every single wish of my family but now when it has come to me, everyone is backing off. YOU are backing off too. You are ready to leave me. Why Khushi? Why? Why no one cares about my happiness? After so many years, I wished for someone to be only and only mine. One, who would care about me only. The one, who would always live as mine and than I got you. The sweet fruit to my patience of all these years. Answer to my all silent prayers and now you are leaving me too. Why Khushi?") " Arnav cried leaning over her shoulder.

Khushi was taken aback. Unknown to herself, tears had started leaking from her eyes. Her heart was constricted with ache for the broken man in front of her. She never expected him to open up like this. She never knew he had so strong feelings for her in his heart. She never knew he was so dependent on her. She never knew he was hiding so much pain, so much baggage in his heart.

Her hands rose up slowly and wounded around his neck, as Khushi pulled him in a tight hug. Arnav let out a cry as she crushed his strong frame in her fragile arms. He engulfed her in his arms, as tightly as possible and buried his face in the crook of her neck, letting his tears fall down. She tightened his hold on her, trying to get more and most of her. Her sweet fragrance calming him down to some extent. He felt like home, after ages.

"Don't leave me ever, please. Don't leave me! Don't leave me..." Arnav cried.

Khushi shook her head in no, tightened her hold around him.

"Bhot pyaar karta hon tumsy Khushi. Bhot chahta hon tumhy. Nhi jee sakta tumhary bagair. Tumsy alag hony ka sochta hon to saans rukny lgti hai meri. Mein mar jaoga Khushi, mjhy kbhi chor k mat jana. Maa k bad tmhy bhi khony ki himmat nhi hai mjh mein. Tmhry bagair nhi reh skta hon. Bhot mohabbat karta hon tumsy, is dunya mein sab say ziada. Har cheez, har shaks say ziada. Mjhy kbhi akeela mat chorna..(I love you alot, Khushi. I love you so much. I can't live without you. Even the thought of separating from you stop my breath. I will die without you Khushi. I can't loose you too like my mother. I won't be able to bear it. I love you too much, more than every other thing, every other person in this world..) "