Hi, I'm Alex. You're probably thinking about meeting me and thinking, "Oh what a cute little boy!" Well. You're wrong. I'm a girl. Oh don't feel bad, lot's of people do that. Shit.. that made you feel worse? Oops. Don't feel bad for me. I believe everything happens for a reason. Weather its small or large, tragic or joyous, it happened for some fucked up or wholesome reason. Maybe it was to help you in your future? Or maybe it just happened to prove to you that you're shit. Scratch that, totally didn't just write that. Just so you know, the 'I' character in this story is me, Alex, and this story is my life. I hope I don't make you feel poorly throughout this story.. because remember what I said before. Shit happens for a reason! Sorry about the stupid intro, I didn't want you to be confused when I start writing about my days. I wonder if anyone is actually reading this? Some day someone is going to go through this old diary of mine and read all the fucked up shit that happens to a 16 year old girl. Maybe I'll change the world? Make it at least a little bit better? Probably not.. that's too good to be true. Knowing my luck, my dad will read this and ground me for swearing. HI DAD! I wanna grow up to be a writer, but that's so much work.. writers block seems like a pain in the ass so I'm not really sure what I wanna be. All I know, is I wanna have kids. Plenty kids and raise them correctly and not anyway related to how I was raised. My life is pretty fucked up but it's whatever, I'm passed it now. People don't really understand when I say that I'm over it, but I really am. I think other people need to get over it, even though it didn't even happen to them.
xoxo :) Alex Black ( oh yeah, forgot to tell you! My last name is black. How emo ;D Also, my dad never read it tehee. Yes, I just wrote down a giggle ) September 22, 2026 :)
