dear diary...

just a normal day

       dear diary,                 february 5th
          today was a long day. I couldn't gather up the courage to talk to him. dannie did talk to rebecca though. it took me all of lunch to get her to. it makes me glad  to see dannie so happy, I just wish I was as confident as her.
          on another note, I got my grade up in science! it took a while of hard work, but it finally got my grade up to a B+. mr. morris sure is a piece of work. all he ever does in class is talk about how much he loves science and how this year was so fun. he's so cheap too. he had us build structures that could withstand earthquakes a few weeks ago. We had to use spaghetti, marsh mellows, and tape. nobody's actually worked; the materials were so bad. he blamed our failure on us never paying attention, but that's not the case. we are never allowed to talk or he'll write our names on the board. eighth grade? more like second.
          today, he grabbed my hand while talking to me. it was casual, yet he didn't seem to think much of it.😳 I wasn't expecting it and I'm sure I looked like a tomato. I really do think he likes me. I hope he does anyway. I hate myself. I sound like an obsessed fangirl. I should stop thinking about him. he is low key a piece of crap anyway. I'll do my best, I promise.
          well at least school is ending in a couple of months. I cant wait for next year, my last year of high school. well I should get to bed. talk to you soon.
~sincerely, eva johnson