its too late

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I walk to my my locker to get my notebook but a soon as the it opens envelopes start poring out I was confused I picked one up and red it "kill yourself" I picked up another one and red it "you are worthless" I felt tears starting to roll down my face I picked up all the envelopes and placed them in my backpack. I ran down the hall and out the school door I heard alot of murmurs but I just kept running and running till I reached my house I lived about fifteen minutes from the school so I wasn't that out of breath. I ran inside and straight to my room I took all the envelopes out of my bag and started to count "20...." I said only slightly above a whisper. I stood up and opened my desk drawer to revel a knife with a gold Handel with my name ingraved in it "Mary" I said in a low voice as I grabbed the knife. I ran the blade across my arm twenty times.... blood.starting pouring out of my arm like waterfall it just kept going the room stared to fill up all I could see was red I started screaming but nothing was coming out. My vision started to fade and all I saw was darkness.

"Mary.....Mary.....MARY.....get up you little shit!. I hear my mom's voice and start getting up.... The events of my dream start flooding back I look at my arm to see marks from a few days ago... Ever since I started cutting I've been having horrible nightmares of that day..."Mary! Stop day dreaming and get ready for school!" My mom yelled at me before leaving the room. I decide to get ready...."I'll skip breakfast maybe if im more skinny they'll like me" I said as I finished getting ready and racing out the door tripping over some of mom wine glasses in the process.

What do you think this is my second story so im not that good anyway hope you Enjoyed if you have any suggestions or questions please tell me.have a great day my little readers!!!😝