heart ache

Is today a good day to die?

I wake up with a headache, I always wake up with a headache. I feel the pain in my chest and I remember. Remember all the pain I'm feeling. I look around for something to ease my pain but there is nothing in the room to help me.
My bedroom is small and narrow with blossom pink on the walls. I hate pink. In the room there is a white wooden single bed with draws under, it at the end of the bed there is my grandmother dollhouse. On top of that is my broken TV. Beside the dollhouse is a wooden desk beside that is a wooden bookshelf and finally pink curtains.
I switch on my phone and look at the time. It reads 07:00. I go and have a shower and get dressed ready for school, I wear ripped jeans and a my rose top/dress.
I check the time again it reads 08:00. I go downstairs and put my lunch together which is a halm sandwich with a packet of crisps. Which I don't eat anyway I only take it with me so my parents won't get suspicious.
By the time I finish that my school mini bus has come. I hate taking the taxi to school, I used to be dropped off but that stopped. I get onto the mini bus and plug in my headphones and listen to "so young" sang by The Corrs, I stare out of the window searching for something to occupy my mind but there is nothing but houses and cars out side.
By the time we get school I'm board out of my mind, I go into school and head for the sixth form block which holds years 12&13. I sigh and walk in to the room where my friends and enemies stand aswell to new boys standing away from the group.
One of them is skinny and where's glasses with black hair and brown eyes whilst the other has grey eyes with brown hair and isn't as skinny but still fit. I go and say hi to some people I know and than miss comes in and calls for quite.