This is based on the song Here Without You by 3 Doors Down. I'd recommend listening to the song before reading this cuz the lyrics are here. Enjoy xx
Phil's POV
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
I know it's my fault that you're gone. It's been so long and I still can't get over what I did to you.
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same.
I tell everyone that I'm fine. That I've gotton over you. But I'm just lieing to myself and everyone else. I never blamed myself at first but now that's all I do...
All the miles that seperate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face.
Everything goes by in a blur. All I ever think about is how perfect your smile was. The way your eyes glistened and your dimples showed when you laughed.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time.
I'm alone for the first time in so long. I feel... lost. I try to sleep as much as possible to get a glimpse of you in my dreams. But now I only see the version of you I saw a few days ago.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight girl
It's only you and me.
I couldn't stand the sight of you so...
Motionless.
It hurt more than anything to see you like that. Nobody helped. All I could hear was everyone saying "sorry for your loss" it didn't help. It made me feel worse...
Everything I know, and everywhere I go.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
Everything's different now. I told all the fans in a video but I didn't bother looking at the comments. I can't see anything to do with you anymore. It hurts too much.
I still love you...
And when the last one falls, when its all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
I couldn't handle the pain of it anymore. I just couldn't. I didn't have to say goodbye. I wasn't ready to let go.
I just wanted to join you, to be with you.
We can finally be together...
I know this is depressing but I'm really proud of this. Yes they're both dead but they were joined together! I hope you liked it, comment if you did :)
xx
