I haven't been myself lately
I don't blame you for not wanting
To stay saying things I don't mean
Not meaning what I say
When it's good it's so good
When it's bad it's so bad
Maybe I really have gone mad
What am I supposed to say
When I end up driving everyone away
Cause I am on fire
A crying burning liar
Seeing nothing nothing but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart
Again, again
And you're never coming back
I'm not ok with that
And I knew
I should've never let myself
Get attached Again, again, again
Again, again, again, again, again
Again, again, again, again, again
Again, again, again
What's done is done
And nothing's gonna change
I should be moving on
But I still feel the same
And it's like every day
Is a fight to gain some self control
And when you forgotten who I am
It just feels it just feels
Like I'm nobody at all
I lost myself hitting the ground
I tried to scream and made no sound
I should have known it was no use
To try and run from
The cycle of abuse
The cycle of abuse
I am on fire
A crying burning liar
Seeing nothing nothing but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart Again, Again
And you're never coming back
I'm not ok with that
I knew I should've have
Let myself get attached Again, Again
Again, Again, Again, Again, Again
Again, Again, Again, Again, Again
Again, Again, Again, Again
