Ok so I'm going to explain everything that happened yesterday...
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So its all started wen I was texting one of my closest best friend here on wattpad and I was with my oppa aka Edwin(he's half Korean and half American that's why I call him oppa)
He asked me who I was texting and I said that I was texting one of my bff's here on wattpad and then I show him a picture of my bff and then he like she's really pretty/cute and stuffs like that I really didn't mind because she's really pretty then I told my bff that my oppa was saying that she was pretty/cute and then I don't really remember if I was the one who tell him to make a wattpad account or it was my friend that told me to ask him so I asked him if he can make a wattpad account and then he said "give me a kiss and then I'll do a wattpad account" I was shocked because he has a gf and I wasn't expecting him to say that....and I'm not going to lie...I have a crush on him....so I told my friend what he said...and I also told her that I have a crush on him...and my friend told me to tell him how a feel about him...and I did...and then wen I told him he said "how can u fall for me I have a gf!" and that's wen I regret telling him how I feel about him...he got mad and went to his room...and yes...he's living with me in LA because he visit me in my birthday...and wen he went to his room...I cry..and I thought he was going to say sorry...but he didn't...and then I started to drink...then he came to me and said.."yah,stop drinking..ur going to be ok" and at that point I was really mad at him and started to argue with him...then I told him to go to this room because I didn't want to hurt him because I know that I can do crazy shit wen I'm mad..,and then..wen he went to he's room....I started to cut myself....and then pass out...and wen I woke up I was already at the hospital...Yasmin(my bff here in LA)
Told me that I hit my head hard....and that I cut myself a little to deep..which that makes sense because I couldn't remember everything...and my Hand hurt a little...maybe I didn't remember anything because I drink a lot....or because I cut myself to deep...idk...but the good thing is that I'm ok now.....Ik that sometimes wen u fall in love with someone and they don't like u back...hurts a lot....but please don't do all the shit I did...don't cut ur self...don't smoke or drink like i do especially if ur to young.....but yeah...that's what happened yesterday.....take care of ur self guy and love u guys so much🖤♥️🖤
