Mom you probably won't read this cuz you passed from cancer but if somehow you read this I wanted you to know that I love you and I'm sorry I'm not the little girl you always wanted I'm sorry I got in trouble all the time I'm sorry you saw me try to end it and I'm sorry for worrying you I'm sorry for asking you for everything but most of all I'm sorry for being a failure it's like you always said look for heaven but it's
hard to see heaven when you know your hell bound mom so just know I'm sorry but dont think of my death
Like a sad thing your just think of it like getting more space and if you are sad just look up at the moon and say good bye cuz I'm happy now so it your turn to be happy
